I never checked the calorie intake in food before my ED, like I honest to god didn’t understand why it was so important. But now I literally have to know how many calories there are in something and I’m genuinely scared when I can’t tell and I finally understand Regina George when she found out those Swedish chocolate whatever’s were fattening.
It makes me so fucking mad that society and social media has brainwashed us (myself included) to thinking that only one type of face/body is acceptable and attractive. SO many of us suffer low self esteem and I just KNOW if Instagram and other social media platforms weren’t a thing and people didn’t profit off it, I wouldn’t feel like this!!! Like fuck off please!!! Yes body mods n things like that are 100% your own choice cause it’s your body (like, I want a nose job and probs also lip injections) but I hate thinking like… who am I doing it for? It’s for me, yes, but why? Because SoMe tells us this is the only acceptable way to feel good abt ur self!!!
