my body isn’t even

my left upper arm is 1 inch larger than my right

my right thigh is 1 inch larger than my left

I don’t know why this is, and it’s hard to come to terms with. especially when clothes don’t fit right. also??? why is it not that one side of my body is bigger than the other?? what’s up with this weird criss cross ?? hello??

gotta just remember that it’s a thing that happens sometimes. I just hope I even out at least a little bit in the end (cause im tired of my SLEEVES ONLY FITTING ONE ARM AHHH)

so hey if you’re in the same (or similar) boat as me and struggling, I hope that knowing there’s others out there helps.

…..I’m also sending good vibes your way and they can’t be stopped

>:) <3 :0

me —-> you

High volume, low-cal cabbage soup!

I friggen LOVE cabbage soup! It’s my ultimate comfort food and I just had it for lunch so I really wanna share the recipe with you guys!

This recipe makes 8 servings, and is about 130 cals per serving! I like to make it for my family to avoid some suspicion ;)

I got the recipe from Dinner and Dessert! here’s the think to the recipe on the website! dinneranddessert.com/cabbage-soup/

^you can find metric measurements and timers on the website (you’ll need to scroll down a bit for the recipe tho)!

Ingredients:

• 3 T olive oil
• ½ yellow onion
• 2 cloves garlic
• 8 cups chicken broth (vegetable broth works too, if you want a vegan meal!)
• 1 tsp salt
• ½ tsp dried thyme
• ½ black pepper
• ½ head cabbage
• 4 carrots
• 2 celery stalks
• 14.5 oz stewed tomatoes

Instructions:

1. chop up your veggies! cut up the cabbage into 1.5 inch chunks, peel and chop your carrots and onion half, thinly slice your celery, and mince your garlic
2. in a large pot, add your oilover a medium heat. then add your onions and garlic. cook for about 3-5 minutes stirring occasionally or until the onions are see-through
3. add the broth, salt, pepper, thyme, cabbage, carrots, celery, and tomatoes! bring to a simmer and simmer for about 30 minutes

And that’s it! it’s super easy and takes about 45 minutes total (including the time to prep and cook everything).

now, you WILL NEED TO USE THE OIL! I use half of what the recipe calls for typically but if you skip it entirely then the soup won’t taste as good. plus, the small amount of healthy fats the oil adds will do wonders for your health <3

I usually half the recipe when I cook for myself and then have leftovers for the next few days.

Hope you enjoy! Remember to stay safe and drink some water!

Me wanting to meet people who share my struggles irl? Wanting to give hugs to each and every person I meet on this website? Wanting to form real life connections with people? Heck yeah!

Needing to actually tell people a physical location that would be anywhere near me so we could actually meet? my paranoid ass says heck nO

I just had a panic attack while in line buying food and put everything back and I can’t tell if it was from my ed or social anxiety

Might go visit the fam soon & on one hand if they say something about my weight my efforts will be validated but on the other I sooooo do not want to talk about it

Like I want to have noticeably lost weight and I also want nobody to talk to me about my body ever plz do not perceive me

Okay but… real pain is when your biology class ruins a safe food by explaining what it does to your body

And then your fatass goes on a full-on carb binge anyway

Imagine actually reaching your goals instead of losing and gaining the same 5 pounds all the damn time

Couldn’t be me

Lmao why do people follow me I’m just a sad bitch with food issues

Hey yall give about 1 more week and then I’ll post my cw… I’m just to scared to do it now since iv been off track for a while

questions for the ED community

1) does anyone in your family know about your disorder?

2) have you ever been for outpatient therapy?

3)have you ever been for inpatient therapy?

4)how long have you had your ed for?

5)do you consider your ED something of a friend?

6) what does it feel like to actually be at your gw

7)if you could be anything in the world other than “skinny” what would it be? (childhood dreams etc)

8) does anyone else in your family have eds?

9)have you hit rock bottom of your ed, if so why was it your rock bottom?

10)how has your eds effected your relationships?

11)what have you had to give up for your ed?

featherlight4:

ahajdjjgghh

FACT:

NEVER… Yes N-E-V-E-R rely to someone or somebody on the progress that you want to achieve.. Most of the people I know in this community are either Pervert Ana Coach or playing cool ana coach low-key pervert acting like there’s no malice in their system but they are actually after for your body checks while you on the other hand don’t see it in a negative way without even realizing these bastards urge to jerk off..

☆.。.:* Things to do instead of eating　.。.:*☆

Ps: this is to avoid binges, please don’t read if you’re easily triggered.

★ Reading.

★ Paint your nails.

★ Bake something for someone.

★ Go for a walk.

★ Go shopping.

★ Play a videogame.

★ Clean your room.

★ Cleo your closet.

★ Donate old stuff.

★ Watch mukbangs.

★ Dance.

★ Do your makeup, take some selfies.

★ Wash your dishes, clothes etc.

★ Take a nice bath.

★ Try a new hairstyle.

★ FaceTime a friend.

★ Take a nap if you’re tired.

★ Finish up some homework.

I hope this helps, stay safe, ily.

what i WILL have by halloween

• be 100 pounds
• be vegetarian
• be able to grab around thighs with no squeegeeing them
• abs/toned stomach

i wanna go vegan/vegetarian, so can u guys comment some links or just recipes that r low cal thank u

i’m on vacation with my family, they eat so much and make me basically match what they eat. i fucking hate it i hate it. i fucking can’t deal with this shit. they make me eat breakfast even though i don’t like breakfast, they make me eat food i don’t like, they make me feel bad for eating and for not eating. i just wanna go home.

me drinking diet ginger ale because every time i drink it it makes me throw up so we’ll see i guess ✌✌

please don’t dm me anything anything gross. i am still a minor and it’s extremely disturbing when i’m getting dms about my by body in a sexual manner.

bruh when you realize that normal people can just …

0 cal broth

(ok it’s probably like .5-1 calories but…)

ok so i get a bowl of hot water maybe ½-¾ a cup of water.

then get you some tajin (7 cals per tsp)- you don’t need too much, maybe like 1/8 tsp

then *i know most people don’t have this but they sell it for pretty cheap on walmart or online* jalapeño salt(0 cals) and really sprinkle that shit in there

it’s not too flavorful or anything but if you are fasting/ feeling like bingeing it is really good :)

you can also add garlic powder, hot sauce(make sure it’s zero cal) or other spices too.