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I was hoping I’d wake up with a bit more clarity about this episode. But alas, I’m still just sad, confused, angry & wishing it didn’t exist.
12+ hours out & I’ve had some time to digest this.
I can live with the pregnancy storyline (though it’s absurd & a copout). I can live with the demise of Monica & Skinner (though it makes me sad). And I can live with William being CSM’s son (though it disgusts me). But I CANNOT get past that Scully would dismiss her son so easily. It ranks up there with the William episode - Scully would not believe she couldn’t protect her son & give him up without a fight. It’s so out of character, and so inane.
And what frustrates me even more than it being out of character is that it tarnishes some really good moments in previous episodes. I’m going to have a hard time watching the closing scene in Existence without thinking “he’s not really a miracle”. Or watch Home Again & listen to Scully express her fear that she doesn’t want to treat her son like trash, when that’s exactly what she did here. Or watch Plus One and not think that the whole conversation in bed was just a plot device to get us to this ending. Or watch all of Ghouli without thinking this love for William doesn’t matter because once the truth is revealed, he’s no longer a relevant part of their lives.
I’m disappointed & sad that Scully’s (and by extension, Gillian’s) last scene was written with such insensitivity & stupidity. It’s not honoring the beloved character, or the brilliant actress.
This might sound dumb, but does Scully think William is gone as in “ran off” or gone as in “dead”? Because I assumed she thought he was dead. Which is why her reaction stunned me. Because if I knew that Scully knew he was alive and was asking Mulder to honor William’s request to be left alone, I could accept her reaction much more. But I cannot accept that Scully would otherwise be able to get over his death so quickly regardless of who his father was or who raised him. Because she carried him, bore him, nursed him, took care of him for a year, and then agonized for 18 years over losing him. There’s no way she was suddenly like, “I was never his mother”. She would be grieving in a different way than what we saw. Something I did like, though, was the role reversal with Mulder as the grieving parent. That he saw a large part of his identity as a father. I don’t think I’ve ever heard a male character say something like, “What am I if I am not a father?” This is usually something written for women to say. So I like that the sexist stereotype was broken. And I’m happy Mulder and Scully will have another child. With a shorter car chase, maybe we could’ve gotten more from Scully clarifying that she was actually heartbroken or knew he was going to okay.
Let’s love each other and kill each other