Oh Sangwoo

Hi haven’t posted in forever. Here’s some practice doodles cause quarantine got me reading this again

I feel so dirty. I’m going to have to read KS on a free website today since I don’t have the money for the new chapter now. I feel so dirty.

Me: *Trying to buy coins for KS*

Lezhin: Sorry your card isn’t working.

Me: *Buys something off League of legends and it works so I know my card works*

Also me: *Tries to buy coins again*

Lezhin: Sorry this doesn’t wo-

Me: *SLAMS HANDS ON KEYBOARD*

I think it’s time that I finally announce  that I’m retiring from tumblr. It’s been a hard HARD decision to announce it, but I think it’s time. I’ve been successful on here for a good year and a half now. Gaining thousands of followers that I adore and loosing many for being a ableist, cis, transphobic, and homophobic iconic legend. Mostly by the sad sad anti’s on tumblr. 

I decided to leave this dear website that I held close because once I saw things like “Saying there’s a biological difference between trans people and cis people is true but transphobic and triggers”. “If a gay person likes Yaoi they’re homophobic. You can be homophobic and gay.” “Saying someone is triggered is ableist. You’re ableist”

And worst of all I’ve seen usernames such as “Luigie-against-pedos-and-meanies-discorse” with a gay pride flag in the background.

One I saw that it was time to go.

I just want to say before I go off into the sun.

1. I loved it on here and I loved making theories, looking at Yaoi porn, and talking about killing stalking and making you guys laugh. I’ll never forget this.

2. It was just time for me to go. I didn’t “grow up” I didn’t get embarrassed or stopped being “homophobic”. It’s just this website is toxic with toxic people who fight for yaoi not existing but then calling someone a fake Bi after.

3. I have a appreciation for anti’s It’s truly a talent to be that sad, anger, and bitter. No one I know could dedicate time in their life to argue on tumblr with people they don’t know in real life. And, to think they’re really making a change by fighting with people on tumblr. They think that’s making a difference instead of going out protesting, making petitions, and public announcements about something they care SOOO deeply about. It’s a true talent. 

4. I made a post about suicide baiting because I’m a iconic activist and some sad, angry, and bitter people with nothing better to do responded to the post with some of the most original comments I’ve ever seen?? Let’s give them 15 minutes to shine because it probably took them a LONG time to come up with them. Let’s give them some of the attention they’re craving for that they probably don’t get from their parents. 

We only stan Iconic original legends. Such as @i-think-im-bi-help,@damien-killpedos-lavey,@aiden-the-anti,@aiko-mori-hates-pedos,@ouma-against-dickheads,@kankrisvantas,@bluebluragainstbaddies (GOTTA GO FAST) , @aaryeng. 

Not stanning them?

But in all seriousness it’s been fun on here. I’ve had fun looking at the meme’s and the theories and the gay porn, and laughing at angry anti’s. I’ve met some lit people on here and this is like the only non toxic and fun community I’ve been part of. I appreciate it even though I was here for a short period of time.

I’m going to be on tumblr tonight and tomorrow those are my last days on here so let’s pop the fuck off. I’ve unblocked all the people I’ve hated. Let’s have a final blast off. Tell me how much you HATE ME or love me in the #Killandstalkmeisoverparty .

Bye Luvs.

love, Your favorite homophobic, cis, transphobic, and ableist queen. Cherry ~

Follow me on instagram @Cherry_Bombshell13

NEWS FLASH!

Suicide baiting someone by saying things like “Go lick a frog” , “Go make Minecraft 2”, and “Go drink some water”. Is just as bad as telling someone to actually kill their self. It doesn’t make you a better person than someone who actually says it.

You know shit bout to go down when the color turns red

Sangwoo’s mental state and the colour red (a theory)

I’m not a therapist, nor a professional with pointing out mental illnesses but I believe Sangwoo’s hallucinations reflect his inner feelings.

When a panel gives off that shade of red, it is usually when Sangwoo is in (or within) the frame. Koogi could have added this for a special effect, but I think that this could signal the beginning of Sangwoo’s hallucinations and could show his true intentions.

However, further on the woman says very important details, as if she is listing Sangwoo’s flaws. She says the things that he does to Yoonbum and how Bum wants to “run away”.

Perhaps Sangwoo is hallucinating in this scene (again with the tints of red), and Yoonbum’s high school friend is saying what Sangwoo thinks about himself. Like she’s his own conscience.

When she says Yoonbum will ‘leave him for good’ Sangwoo gives a shocked expression right after. As soon as she leaves, the door slams shut and the red colours are no longer in the panels.

Soon after as Sangwoo steps outside of house, he follows the woman to her car and the shades of red come back more vividly.

This is one of Sangwoo’s hallucinations, and this scene could be a symbol of his own fears: that woman, Bum inside the car (ready to leave him), his 'lover’ engaging sexual activity a different person, and Sangwoo’s secret abuser…

The mention of Sangwoo’s mother triggers a reaction from him. The colour is against his forehead, probably hinting that he is getting headaches from his memories.

This could mean that this is what Sangwoo thinks about himself. A disgusting person.

So Sangwoo tilts his head up at the sky to clear his head and suddenly, the red colours vanish from the panels.

It turned out that Yoonbum was never in the car, and the woman drove away right after leaving. This was the end of Sangwoo’s hallucinations for this chapter.

To clear up the ideas, Sangwoo’s conscience can be seen whenever the red colours appear in the frames. His hallucinations were not real. In this chapter, anything tinted red has reference towards Sangwoo’s insanity.

It could be from his mother’s abuse that he has thoughts like this but we will see what happens in the next chapter.

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I hope you understand what I’m trying to say, any feedback will be greatly appreciated. And just remember… It’s just a theory!!!

Sangwoo, chapter 53

Yoonbum’s happiness

Person: Wow the world seems so messed up these days, what keeps you going?

Me:

Yoonbum

“He put the asian, in home invasion”

Finished reading killing stalking and ohmygod the amount of adrenaline rush I have had the whole time. I was trying to avoid reading the whole thing bc I thought it somehow affected my mental state. I didn’t want to sympathize with Sangwoo or I should say I didn’t want to justify his killings but as I kept reading I knew I was gonna have a soft spot for him. It was hell of a journey. Idk what to feel now. Ugghhhhhhhhhhh

Probably the only time I could relate to what Sangwoo said!

Explaining Why This Fictional Character Is Perfect To Someone Who Doesn’t Care