#aad feelings

sometimes i wonder if im always going to go back to you. i feel bad for all the people i have pushed away for you but my mind won’t stop calling your name. i lay awake at night wishing for things to be different, wishing my presence is the one you crave. i pray to whichever God for our paths to cross again and i imagine all the sentences i’ll say in an attempt to make you like me again.

but do you ever feel that way about me when you’re with him?