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Mondays keep coming

Even when the darling buds reopen

Per Shakespeare’s sonnet

Doomsday headlines hot off the press

Overdue library books stacking up

Forget-me-nots get pulverized

I wonder why I wonder so much

When it all seems a waste

I could close my eyes in a deep sleep

Alas I always eventually wake

Still there’s a break in drifting dreams

Polish my pearl

Deep sea diver

Wet your whistle

Whilst whetting

Synced appetites


Gild the lily

Plucking petals prettily

I’ve taken a shine to you

Making me feel all shimmery

Aglow with the flow

From you to me seamlessly


You see, eye to eye

Mind to mind we connect

My heart thumps faster

At the mere thought of you

My body can’t help but react…

And I’m beyond pleased by that

Irradiate me

Fuchsia you

A touch too much

Got down pat the part of Heathcliff

Still I will not be your Catherine

Lying in wait of your kiss to awaken

Ardor is best not underestimated

How would you like to be scared stiff?

Eggs must crack to bake a cake

Alas the blue gas flame loses oxygen

My time is better misspent

Vocal Point

Body talk

I listen raptly, rapacious for

Every shift, every rustle

Blood rushing to

All the peak places


The sighs, the moans

Deciphering meanings

Translating tongues

Slipping and sliding

Teach me the intricacies of

Your language; make me fluent

Whispering softly at first

Then volume rising

With intensity of feeling


Heed the hedonistic glee

Following each other’s lead

We will both get there

Gasping for air then preparing

To again hit those high notes

In harmony 

Interlinked

Traversing my walls

Taking tender steps yet

Sure-footed steady as you go

Putting me perfectly at ease

Laid-back onlooking between relaxed blinks

Of crinkled eyes, thinking with a satisfied

Sigh that this feels oh so right

As stoniness buckles under

The gentle sway of thoughtful touch


Bringing joyfully energizing

Vim and vigor to my days

Turning up the heat at night

Until we burst into flames

Fireworks colorfully lighting up the sky

Fourth of July has nothing

On our pyrotechnics display


Then we fumble drowsily sweet

Into dreamy gratified sleep

Reaching out for each other

Circuit complete

I fell asleep and into your arms

Lying there luxuriating in bed

In each other; raptly willing to watch those eyes

–More than anything any app could stream–

Surface rippling rivetingly

Intimating all that teems beneath

Yet somehow riveted on me

Heart-racing soul-stirring

Embracing as the flame burns hotter

Stroking innocently until the intent

Gains in momentum, in urgency


Only we’re not alone, witnesses surround

So we furtively glance around tickling

Ears with our murmurings

Plotting to sneak away…our stares

And sighs asking, why wait?

They matter too but not as much

As we do, as our untamable

Urges do, at this moment


If this be no more than a one-time

Wonderful dream detour

Another almost–but a bittersweet

Tantalizing taste

Would it be better preserved

That way or a crying shame waste?

Will I ever even have a say

When awake?

Don’t mean to be crude

Or intrude but I can’t keep it in

Can’t quit thinking of you

Your eyes mesmerize my days

So how could they not pierce

Through gauzy nights?


Emblazoned pleasingly on the inside

Of mine shut tight an enticing interlude

Until we can resume our intense

Contact–where my cloudy blues

Can marvel at your velvety browns

And all they exude: soulful

Yet with an unmistakable impish

Sheen irresistible a charming prelude

To danger but of the best kind


Usually play it safe now don’t mind diving

Head first to find what goes on behind

The humor, insight, even deepest

Channels of your mind…until then

Fantasizing in the dark

Your eyes the spark leading

Me breathlessly to a rendezvous

With the arresting

Rest of you

I dreamt you

No you’re real

Still I don’t know you well

Most especially not the way you came

To me in my dream state

How to put into words something

So no-holds-barred passionate

Frenzy escalating at a just-right rate?


Pulsating with need, freed from

Everyday brain-numbing constraints

Delirious yet decidedly lucid

Abrading yet making every ache better

Via ecstatic escapades; exhaltations

In every exhalation escaping trembling

Lips loosened easily–volume rising

With each vibration from you to me


Enough to quake me awake wondering

Why you and why in this unexpected way

Is my subconscious playing dirty

Tricks on me? If I go to bed

And you meet me there

Another go-round would be

Icing on the cake

You returned to me

Recently in a dream

Wearing endearing earnestness

Smile like a secret let out

Wistfully asking me to remember you…

As if I could ever forget…

Even when I want to. Like trying to sleep

Through the night without waking

Again with you nowhere known

To me, alone; you long moved on


Within me daily wars are waged

Against your memory

I’ve lost yet another round

Even reminders of the good times

Bring stinging tears to my eyes so why

Would I want to remember anything?

Maybe one day I will get to a place

Where I can behold a sunny day

And not see your face (making mine

Wet with drops of pain) and perhaps

Not question if it was all a bad mistake


But this heart needs more time to heal

From decimated dreams that once felt

Oh so real…reality still the chill

Churning through my veins

I try in vain to shake

Bridging the gap

At Making-a Pass

Between a rock and a hard place

“Accidentally” landing

In this lap…not another tourist

Trap…want me to scratch

Your back or whichever

Itch within reach?

Is there an app for that?


Apparently. Still your eye wanders to me

Well if you’d look closely

Surely see baggage needing

To be unpacked and sorted

Folded flat, nice and compact

So strap on in; disregard the crammed

Luggage rack–heaven forbid anything

Distract from your single-

Minded track

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