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Fucking kill me already I’m so tired I don’t want to be here

wanting to die 24/7 is tiring you cant even focus on anything else without forcing yourself 

I know sounds selfish or conceited to say but I wish I had more people care about me

I’m so tired I don’t ever wanna wake up.please just let me rest

No matter how many time people tell me I can reach out for help I willnever feel safe talking to someone without feeling like I’m trauma dumping

Me hoping I’m on my period anytime I feel a little too suicidal

I know I got better but I can’t help to feel worse

Everyday feels like a haze no longer existing for pleasure but for others. It doesn’t feel like it used to

I feel like I wasn’t meant to be here. Like I’m just something useless walking around

The food I used to find so appeasing and would make my mouth water now is the same food that makes me gag and make me hate myself