#deppresing thoughts

I thought i was done finally getting better thinking that all those self harm jokes were me coping. I was really wrong 

wanting to die 24/7 is tiring you cant even focus on anything else without forcing yourself 

I know sounds selfish or conceited to say but I wish I had more people care about me

I’m ruining everything around me

I honestly thought I would be dead by know and I have no idea where I’m going

Original Quote Rumourtalks

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I know it’s getting bad again and i feel some kind of comfort in that.

And when the night came

his eyes were silent

his mind was dead

while the shadow danced over his bed.

I’m trapped inside my own mind…

I’m so naive. I actually thought I was getting better.

I’m tired of acting like a strong person.