#blotchedpoetry
note to self
(i love you but fuck you)
confidently lost
for all those things that cannot be understood. but only felt.
ig @confidently.tsol
and as it came, it too will go
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Perhaps my heart was blind to love until I put it in your hands and felt the braille.
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I attract what I fear. You come with all your love. But the moment you hold my hand, I feel my heart open up.
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My heart was a broken canvas and your love still painted a masterpiece.
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My two cents on our matter is I never want us to change. Here’s a penny for your thoughts. Perhaps the other is lucky, and you feel the same.
J.c.A.
The open sky seeks the sun. The ocean tides thirst for the moon. Of the stars? They long for nothing. They exist to shine for you.
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This heart is constant. These feeling won’t change. Still things have different. Distant. Please let me loveknowyouagain.
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Perhaps it was the angle, but I saw a halo at hello. She must be an angel. This love must come from up above.
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Like the way the moon controls the tides or the sun centers the skies, your love has got a hold on me.
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Tonight, memories make a mirror of a bedroom window. I sit and reflect of a time with me and you under the moon. She will always shine for you.
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There are still nights I find some happiness in the hope of holding you again one day.
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It’s 11:11. Love, in each day, this is twice true. It is not the first time nor will it be the last time I find myself wishing for you.
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The stars tonight and the moon. They move. Slowly, across the room. Shining on the horizon. Headlights in a driveway. In the quiet I hear your name. A love song on the radio.
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My mind searches in the deep corners of 3:00 am and even in the darkness I can find you.
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There were nights you fell asleep in my arms. It became habit to hold you. One, in my soul, I still cannot break.
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Ask the sun why it shines and it will tell you why I love you.
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Even on my darkest nights, I dream of you in color.
J.c.A
