#bts ed memes
MAYDAY MAYDAY
my family is going going to the beach this weekend (not to swim or anything it’s too cold) and my mom was saying how we’re gonna try a few restaurants and i’m so scared i’m gonna gain weight from this $hit
so ur telling me normal ppl don’t compulsively weigh themselves everytime they go to the bathroom ?
ok so i’ve lost 5 pounds by restricting and eating abt 400-500 calls a day
and i hv more motivation cuz i have a doctors appointment on the 24th so my mom is gonna see how much i way and i’m so scared
she’s gonna fat shame me i know it
i ate and then had a small binge and i’m so pissed at myself
i’ll weigh myself tmr morning to see if i gained
but i don’t really know if will bc my total for today was 1330
UGH i’ve been restricting a lot but hit a plateau so i’m taking today and eating about 500-600 cal to give my metabolism a boost
so i ate a whole bowl or strawberries and some goldfish
i’ll probably eat more later but i already feel fatter :/
so i ended last school year fat and i’m starting this school year even fatter !?!?!