Whyyy Do I Do This

Person: Are you ok? Like, I know you like to lose weight n stuff but your cheek bones are becoming really prominent again

Me: Yes~ I’m fine, it’s just the way the suns hitting at this angle, trust me, I’m fine.

Person: Ohhh alright

Also me, lower weight than ever:

Korean thinspo

everything is going downhill lmao

that includes my weight

needtofeelmybones:

fuck it.

sw: 246lbs

cw: 230.4lbs

gw: 120lbs

currently eating 1100cal/day

burning approx. 180cal/day

i want to be 222lbs in one month (so the 15th November)

update;

November 17th

cw: 224.4

am exhausted, i did my homework for legit 8 hours yesterday (and there was only one) rip me

anyway, my uncle and his wife will be coming the 10th December and i need to lose like at least 13 pounds bc they’re anoying as fuck, and i know that they’re gonna make comment about the fact that i am fat sooo //:

also i dropped daily intake to 800.

fuck it.

sw: 246lbs

cw: 230.4lbs

gw: 120lbs

currently eating 1100cal/day

burning approx. 180cal/day

i want to be 222lbs in one month (so the 15th November)

coke-zer0-2:

narniangold:

REBLOG IF YOU’RE AN

please dm me :)

26/01/21

todays meals + had one slice of bread :/

[ 5km ‍♀️ ]

i am not hungry

melancholic thoughts

between purple clouds

are filling my body

back on track, will be active again + posting my food

to all the girls/guys on this app trying to cope with an ed, PLEASE be careful of the people on here that ask to be your “ana coach” and ask for body checks because they fetishize eds. 

ily stay safe <3

not me trying to convince myself that I like my coffee black..

ana-lowcal:

h4te:

Y all can always pop in my dms i’d be glad to talk with anyone

warmandwelcome:

there’s not a person in this world who hasn’t embarrassed themselves or hurt someone or made a mistake. learn and grow from these things, rectify them if you can, but don’t dwell on them. we are all human; we are all imperfect.

angelboygore:

everyone deserves to eat (yes that includes you person reading this)

when counting my calories should i count liquid calories too ?

the fact that some people can eat three meals a day without having a panic attack is so weird to me

MAYDAY MAYDAY

my family is going going to the beach this weekend (not to swim or anything it’s too cold) and my mom was saying how we’re gonna try a few restaurants and i’m so scared i’m gonna gain weight from this $hit

so ur telling me normal ppl don’t compulsively weigh themselves everytime they go to the bathroom ?

Psychologist: based on how you are feeling and how you are eating… You might have relapsed….

Oh so I’m fat ?

Then how does it feel to see your favorite shorts you wore when you were 10 fall down my legs auntie ☺️?