#buliima

getting everything physical except weight loss

POV: u get invited to something but it will mess with your set eating times/ fast/ weekly binge and purge x

I’m still doing the diet. It’s just that I have school and logging everyday is annoying. Anyways today is a day that I fast so I’m going to update y’all after school. Total loss 8.5 lbs (3.85 kg). Sorry if that’s wrong I don’t use kg.

This diet is beating my ass I lost 6.9 lbs (3.13 kg) thought so I’m going to keep going of course. It’s so worth it.

Day two 425 cals that were two cupcakes and some seaweed…….but at least I didn’t go over….Also I don’t eat after 6 and normally start f@sting before then. Anyways my mom asked me about three times if I wanted a burger or anything from the store , which I said no to because I would go waaaaay over my calories. She then proceeded to say I’m on a “diet diet”………ooooonly if she knew

Oh I also did exercise and shit at school but I messed up my F1tb1t and have to get a new one

First day of the diet completed with a total of 565 calories. I could’ve eaten less but my mom made me eat some of her food

I’m going to do this diet starting the 1st so I’m going to post it to hold myself accountable !

I’m lucky that I don’t have to go anywhere today I can b/p In the comfort of my own home.

How do people chew and spit ? Like it’s so weird because I have the urge to swallow it. Anyways have to guys ever caught yourself about to eat something and spit it out? That happens to me like once a day. I catch myself about to eat something I shouldn’t, so I spit it out and rinse my mouth to get the flavor out.

Lol my new Home Screen because I wanted to put a diet as my wallpaper to motivate me but it looked weird with my old app widgets. So I ended up just making new ones, now the theme is gray and a little beige.

Tried to “recover” and gained 10 pounds. The past two days have just been me purging everything I ate. On the bright side I lost 4 pounds ☺️. It’s so annoying to lose weight that you’ve already lost. Spent the whole day catching up on alr drama I missed. Also I’m doing really good in school!! Like I made honor roll for the first time!! So instead of me thinking about food I’m going to try to focus on school and getting even better grades.

Thinking of doing a 5 day fast from Monday to Friday to celebrate the first week of school ☺️. My first time in a year and a half going back to school and I’m going back with a different ED. From borderline binge eating disorder to b/p and An0rexia. Im going to be on my grind this year so that I can lose all this weight and recover. I want to recover already but Ik that would be bad for me in the future. I don’t want to have to struggle through this for the rest of my teenage years so I’m going to work hard. Wish me luck ☺️<3

Hello?????? Worth all 40 cals!! It’s tastes good the only thing is I almost broke my arm trying to open it.

Second day complete Today went well i wasn’t hungry but I did have to drink some green tea because I was really faint eventho I took my vitamins. I might have to buy some electrolytes for my next fast.

W3ibo skinny challenges are overflowing with th1nspo also it might take a while to find but there is also kinda like a w3ibo proana community. You can also find diet and work out tips.

I cant wait till school starts to get so busy I forget to eat while simultaneously getting my steps up all the while not making any friends ☺️

I’m honestly really tired of this. I just want to reach my ugw and recover. I want to be normal and be able to enjoy things that people my age should be enjoying. Going to the movies with friends and actually being able to eat there. Eating dinner with my family. Going shopping and actually finding nice clothes. When I reach my ugw I’ll be able to do all the things I long for. It’s never really been about looking pretty or getting a s/o for me. I just want to love my body and wear all the clothes I want without having to worry about getting unwanted attention or looking fat. I’ve never been really sad or depressed while having my ED and I’ve been able to overcome my sh. I just want to enjoy my high school life and hopefully within a year I’ll reach my ugw and overcome this part of my life that is holding me back from really enjoying my life.

Looking For A Pro-Ana Coach

• i’m 18, so no minors
• main meals are controlled by parents // am vegetarian
• will send body checks // no nudes, undergarments or face though

30 Day Thinspo Challenge

• Day 1:Stats

Hips = 85cm // 33.5inch

Thighs = 51cm // 20inch

Waist = 61cm // 24inch

Arms = 27cm // 10inch

CURRENT WEIGHT = 52kg // 114lbs

anyone ever feel like a “bad” bulimic too? like why tf am i feeling guilty about that?!?