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30 Day Thinspo Challenge

• Day 1:Stats

Hips = 85cm // 33.5inch

Thighs = 51cm // 20inch

Waist = 61cm // 24inch

Arms = 27cm // 10inch

CURRENT WEIGHT = 52kg // 114lbs

Whyyy Do I Do This

Person: Are you ok? Like, I know you like to lose weight n stuff but your cheek bones are becoming really prominent again

Me: Yes~ I’m fine, it’s just the way the suns hitting at this angle, trust me, I’m fine.

Person: Ohhh alright

Also me, lower weight than ever:

Sup bitches, I’m back to give y’all a reminder that most of the people who are like “oh I only eat 500cal a day and never binge uwu” are lying. :)

I saved up my calories to purchase dinner at my work, because I work until 1am and I’m a slut for chicken nuggets.

Ate half and now I just,, don’t want the rest??

On one hand damn this is cool and it’s never happened before cause, again, nugget slut.

On the other I’m kinda salty cause I paid for them and am tight on money LMAO

If I see ONE MORE OF YOU posting pictures of fresh sh c*ts without a TW or CW I’m going to LOSE MY SHIT.

Especially if you’re posting it under ED tags, like, dude, what the actual fuck?

ALSO IM JUST GONNA SAY IT.

Slapping a tw UNDER A PICTURE IS NOT ENOUGH!

USING A TW FOR A PICTURE BUT THEN NOT ADDING THE “read more” OPTION IS NOT ENOUGH.

Seriously, I’m so tired of seeing stuff like this. You can’t choose to just not see a picture if it’s something you’re scrolling past. I love you guys but fuck you if you do this.

Had no clue but apparently fasting/ restricting is causing my acid reflux to act up,, my throat is in so much pain I wanna die but I can’t eat more or stop fasting

Ate some rice and tofu today and work and I didn’t have time to purge afterwards,, it wasn’t that much but it still sucks :(

Can someone please send me meanspo or some advice I’m sick and tired of binging at work and then wondering why tf I gained weight or didn’t lose any at all

I work in a restaurant and what I used to do was eat a little and purge but then my coworker caught on and I’m too nervous to do it anymore

And half the time I end up drinking 2 or more energy drinks to suppress my appetite but then I’m hyped up and jittery for the rest of the day

That bot really be trying to make me feel better, like ha imma feel better when my thigh dont triple in size when I sit down

Took me this long th realise that my mother, “wanting the best for me” was really just fat shaming, who knew

Me and my ana buddy when the science teacher is talking about nutrition and they are looking right at us

I just had a panic attack while in line buying food and put everything back and I can’t tell if it was from my ed or social anxiety

What the fuck are these genetics

My ed really making me compare myself to the opposite gender even tho they naturally built smaller

I realised that one of the main reasons I love school is that I can starve easier there and I dont have a pantry full of free food the gorge myself on

im so tired of mental illness being a trend and a competition. i never feel skinny enough or sick enough. that’s a struggle in itself and then it becomes a trend?? my struggles are not your newest fad. my struggles are not for you to laugh about. you all want mental illness until your parents are crying and asking you if you meant it. until you start doing things you don’t mean out of impulse. until it gets “ugly” for you. so please, think about who your jokes are affecting.

cold skin

faded lips

and the pill bottle in my hand

wishing i could go back

because ive realized

i never wanted this

If you are struggling in quarantine, reach me at [email protected] for me to write a positive letter to you! I won’t give a return address, but I’m willing to write to you<3

Me crying in the grocery store bc I saw all the food I knew I can’t eat. Bc I know I will fast a unhealthy time and puke everything out I eat. Just chasing a body goal I will never reach but it’s the only way I don’t hate myself. Knowing I will cry in the shower still wearing a big sweater bc I can’t see myself.

My dad wondering why I cry while starring at some mac and cheese

Why has everything calories

Why is food such a bitch and has calories