I drown in my own thoughts

You used to tell me you loved me

Yet you showed me otherwise

Now I can’t trust anyone

I keep thinking they all lie

God, I wish I never spoke

Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap

I’ve started to wonder

If there’s something broken in me

Maybe I’m made to love

Not to be loved

“Aren’t you used to that?”

“What?”

“Friends leaving you after you start being a little ‘clingy’”

“… yeah… I guess I am”

-2am conversation with myself

Perhaps, in another reality, we collide

And perhaps, just perhaps, we are together under the same sky

I’ll follow you everywhere

Even after my feet start bleeding

We kissed once

As a joke

But it was enough for me to fall

It’s gonna hurt

Every night I ask the moon to keep you in my life, for ever

Things have changed

Our friendship has changed

And I’ve known for a while

That I have to let you go

For it is killing me

And I deserve better than that

Things are changing

Every second, every moment,

Things have to change

Yet it hurts to see uschanging

Love is beautiful

Love is universal

Love is complex

Love is full of colors

Love who you wish to love, but love with all your heart

-from your local bisexual

Every time the moon is out

I think about you

Every night, I tell the stars the story of how we met

Over and over again

And after that hug,

we looked at each other

with the mutual desire of one last kiss

I know you feel the same way. I know you know there’s something between us.

But the fear in your head won’t allow it.

I can taste the flowers and the blood

Don’t forget what we had

Don’t ever forget us

I know feelings are scary

But, no matter the response, the love you feel must be told

Every time we laugh

I remember what is like to be alive

For it’s my favorite sound in the hole world