#love sucks

Why do all my breakdowns happen because of you …

Guys, he actually makes me happyfeel something

I never thought he’d like me back

- been a while since I felt something

I guess it’s true… they won’t notice until you’re gone …

I’m actually such an inconvenience..

I’m actually falling apart in front of people and no one notices

It sucks when the only way out of a problem is death

I’ll always repeat this: I’m so proud of you

- me to me

When can I tell you I like you bc it’s killing me

Sorry, I just really …really like you

It’s gonna hurt so fucking bad when he’s gone, bro

- literal convo with a friend

I wonder if yours “I’m utterly in love with you” face is the same as mine…

Please stay when the others couldn’t

I’m selfish. I’ll hurt you before you get the chance to hurt me …

You’ve stuck around for so long.. I just know when it ends, it will hurt

You really know you’re fucked, when does late night thoughts start hitting you in the middle of the day…

Broken thoughts

“Aren’t you used to that?”

“What?”

“Friends leaving you after you start being a little ‘clingy’”

“… yeah… I guess I am”

-2am conversation with myself

Perhaps, in another reality, we collide

And perhaps, just perhaps, we are together under the same sky

I’ll follow you everywhere

Even after my feet start bleeding