#i want my soulmate
*meets someone new*
*gets along well with them*
*thinks this is different maybe*
*starts to get hopes up*
*it all fails for no reason and I end up getting hurt*
*is definitely cursed*
*continues process over and over again anyway hoping maybe it’ll be better next time*
*nope, definitely cursed*
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I want someone to give love to.
I want someone to love me.
Genuinely, loyally, mutually, and for a lifetime.
I want my soulmate. I hope she exists.
That is the main thing I want in life.
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I haven’t even had cuddles in almost two years.
For a very affectionate person, this is literal torture.
With that said, I want it with the right person. The One person.
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I give everything. I just want honest love. Full love for a lifetime.
I just get hurt over and over again. I keep saying “maybe one more chance” for someone else. But it just hurts more and more with every betrayal.
I don’t think I’ll be able to continue much longer.
I’m reaching my end, or maybe I’m already there.
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