#girlfriend application

I click right away with some people. Sadly, most of those people are gone now. For one reason or another. I wish I could just have one who’ll stay around. I want that true love, not temporary.

I’m also nervous to message new people first. Because it’s so hard when it doesn’t work out or doesn’t feel right. So I might be missing out on people I don’t take a chance on.

I always overthink even just a simple message or a simple action. Then when I finally try, it hurts more. Because I put that much time and effort into that and it’s a bad outcome.

I appreciate when people message me first though. But then I also don’t know their intentions or even who they are. Since sometimes they don’t have any pictures or info about themselves.

Why is everything so complicated?

So with that said, if you’re looking for the same thing I am (what I always talk about), then feel free to message me. No, I’m not desperate, I’m looking for the One, not just anyone. But I also don’t know if it’s the right one until I meet them, just the same for you.

I don’t promise anything, but I’ll always be honest and open. I’m sure that’s more than most people can give. Speak your intentions and thoughts, and I’ll do the same. The only way of knowing is to take a chance. If it doesn’t work out, then so be it. But if we do click, the it’ll be worth it. If not with me, then with whoever else.

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I want someone to give love to.

I want someone to love me.

Genuinely, loyally, mutually, and for a lifetime.

I want my soulmate. I hope she exists.

That is the main thing I want in life.

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Can someone please have a crush on me? And talk to me? Someone who I will have a crush on also? Is that possible?

Ideal outcome: Someone talks to me, we both like each other the same amount and enjoy talking to each other, we meet in person after this worldwide quarantine ends, and live happily ever after.

I wish that would become reality…

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