#inferno

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• Todos los caminos me llevan al infierno. Pero me acabo de dar cuenta que el infierno soy yo. Vivo por el fuego. El fuego que llevó adentro. Este fuego que puede ser llamado también como amor. Vivo por amor y del amor muero. El fuego es mi fortaleza y paraíso, aunque no creo en el paraíso; “Paraíso” es una palabra que encierra y oculta lo lindo, lo intangible de nuestro esfuerzo, nuestro poder y silencia nuestras penas y sacrificios. he vivido en mi infierno. Este infierno que lo he construido con vigor y con toda la fuerza y resistencias al dolor, a la soledad y a la tristeza; Este es mi infierno donde no oculto ni encierro lo feo y lo doloroso de mi esfuerzo, bienvenidos a mi hermoso infierno lugar donde del dolor y el vacío prevalece la felicidad. Bondad y el amor. Mi elección es es el infierno un camino largo y obstaculizado, mi destino que conduce a la luz de fuego………•

-Joan S (Ztnna)-

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“Un giorno in paradiso, un giorno all'inferno. ”

- Chiara

Dario Argento’s Inferno (1980)

Artwork by Silver Ferox Design

When I got a message from Jennifer Lynn Larson (Mayhem’s Muse) about doing a feature for Bell of Lost Souls, I just about lost my mind. I mean, BoLS is the definitive source for Warhammer 40K arts, news and development…I was floored. And completely aware of the honor.

The interview request was very detailed and included a need for images, particularly for the Inquisitor Oriza costume. But, in truth, the costume wasn’t really finished. I’d worn her twice, but had not completely the vision for her. Inquisitor Oriza was unarmed.

That’s heresy.

So with a photography deadline looming, I turned to my junk pile and my friends Drew and Tina Gardner for help building a Warhammer 40K inspired Inferno Pistol for Oriza. Here’s how it happened:

Starting with two big-ass plastic wall sconces from the thrift, a candlestick, a Human Torch translucent Halloween mask, the foot of a pair of pantyhose, a tassel…I took it all to Drew’s workshop for guidance on making a working prop.

Drew suggested clear resin panes to hide a lighting apparatus, and Tina instantly mixed up resin to pour into molds cast from Drew’s distinctive leather work (The relief image looked like bubbles, boiling in a fuel chamber!). My idea of stuffing a flashlight in the chamber is just the kind of thing that makes Drew crazy – and was swiftly shut down. Knowing I have zero tech skills, Drew designed and 3D printed an LED stick and controls so the ‘fuel chamber’ would pulse with light. He showed me how to solder the connections, but mostly fixed my mistakes. Together, with my friends, the gun began to evolve toward a real thing.

After we modified all the parts, and created lighting, at Drew’s shop, I carefully placed all the pieces in my hatchback for home assembly. Then, I picked up one of my sons from a friend’s house. My son threw his backpack into the back of the car.

Right on top of all the carefully crafted parts.

Breaking the light stick in half. Damnit.

(Good Lord. I love my son, but I really wanted to sell him for parts when I saw what the backpack did to the carefully printed lighting structure. It was an accident so he still has his kidneys.)

With really no time left to rebuild Drew’s carefully printed structure, I had to find some way to keep the broken lights centered and in place with things around my house.

Enter, Press ‘n Seal wrap from the kitchen drawer and lumber strapping from Home Depot’s trash can. I removed the LED strip from the broken stick and glued them onto a folded piece of the flexible lumber strapping. Making a cylinder from clear plastic discarded by a sign company, I wrapped the light strip in layers of Press n Seal which both created flexible squishy layers that both held the lighting in place AND diffused the illumination perfectly.

The resin light panels that Tina and Drew cooked up hid most of the terribleness, and the flame “igniter” made with the top of The Torch mask covered the rest. And damn if it didn’t work… like a champ.

Inquisitor Oriza’s weapon of choice, the Inferno Pistol, came together just in time for a photo shoot at Iron City Cosplay Day in May 2019. The images (coming in another post) were ideal and premiered in a two-part interview with Bell of Lost Souls.

Here are the links to Parts 1 & 2 of the interview:

https://www.belloflostsouls.net/2019/08/40k-cosplay-interview-the-works-of-paige-gardner.html

https://www.belloflostsouls.net/2019/08/40k-cosplay-interview-pt-2-the-works-of-paige-gardner.html

This project never would have worked without the generous support of my friends who had the skills, patience and spirit of generosity to help me move an idea to fruition. I recognize the gift of their friendship…Thank you, Drew and Tina! And thank you, Chris Ahrendt for the WH40K icons that keep adding style to Oriza!