bubblegum boy

>_>

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angry cuz hungry

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So tonight I come home, my (I don’t know if I can deal with you ED) boyfriend wants to take a step back from everything and see how things go being apart for 2weeks…

Honestly I tried to take everyone’s advice by eating but it got to the point where I would eat a hole meal and then went to the bathroom to cry…

I don’t think I’m really cut out for this world but I guess I’ll just have to update this little life track (blog) I do and see where life takes me good or bad…

Worst thing is now I feel low I wanna BINGE to fuck… but I know I’ll regret it‍♀️

Help!…

So I’m staying at my boyfriends place for the weekend… (Friday to Sunday)

And he’s said he wants to go on cute dates and make me dinner…

How do I hide my ED from him now?!

I don’t exactly want to eat some, tell him I’m full and then got to the bathroom to throw up?! Like he has an on sweet in his dorm room?! ‍♀️

In dire need of help and advice please?!