When your sister starts trying to lose weight and starts making a million comments about food and calories and not being allowed to eat certain things so now your ED is going insane because you have to be better than her
When you’re going to your friends house soon and the time you’re going over there is after they eat dinner but before your family eats so you can effectively pull the “ill at at my friends house/i ate at home” bullshit
I found a picture of me when I was younger and overweight and I look the exact same I was like 2 inches shorter and like 20 pounds heavier than I am now but I still don’t look any different wtf
If you get brain fog like I do while fasting, pls eat something.
Also, you would think that she would learn/do something about it after the first time. But no, she was careless and put her ed first and almost took another life. How selfish…
Wow, my eating disorder really has me eating 635 calories instead of the usual 1300 cals the day before my doctors appointment so I can weigh less…. + a 18 hour fast
Wow, I really did this for my appointment to be canceled
In the bright side, I woke up to weigh 139lbs!!! I’ve never seen the 130s before so this is super exciting
Wow, my eating disorder really has me eating 635 calories instead of the usual 1300 cals the day before my doctors appointment so I can weigh less…. + a 18 hour fast
I binged today for the first time in 2 months. I feel awful. I hate myself so damn much. My brother and I got into an argument and I havent gotten so upset in such a long time. I dont know why it made me have the urge to emotionally eat so badly. It didn’t help that I havent lost a pound in 2 weeks. I was only eating 900 calories a day too (occasionally eating 1300 cal when I really needed it). But eating 1300 cal today wasn’t enough. I ate 1955 calories today. Im never going to be skinny :(
I’ve been eating 900 calories for the past 2 weeks without binge eating and I am at my breaking point. The connection between my brain and my mouth has disappeared. I have a serious lack of energy. I cant even stand up without getting dizzy and seeing black dots. I’ve chewed 23 fucking packs of gum. No, I’m dead serious, my jaw is so fucking sore. I’ve lost about 4 pounds and its almost not worth it. I ate 1300 calories today and I feel like a failure. I’ve eaten 1300 calories before and its actually helped me not binge for the longest time ever but the slow weight loss had me so impatient. It doesn’t feel as bad as a binge. Actually, I feel better, but still, I know I’m going to be heavier when I weigh my self in the morning. :(
I made a goal to myself that when I weighted 150lbs that I was finally going to allow myself to post on Instagram again. I weighted myself this morning and I’m at 148lbs. I took a good look at myself and now I’m going to wait till I weigh 130lbs to post.
