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So tonight I come home, my (I don’t know if I can deal with you ED) boyfriend wants to take a step back from everything and see how things go being apart for 2weeks…

Honestly I tried to take everyone’s advice by eating but it got to the point where I would eat a hole meal and then went to the bathroom to cry…

I don’t think I’m really cut out for this world but I guess I’ll just have to update this little life track (blog) I do and see where life takes me good or bad…

Worst thing is now I feel low I wanna BINGE to fuck… but I know I’ll regret it‍♀️

I’m just a tad curious because I don’t see many people talking about it, but how do you feel about chew spit? (Chewing up the food but spitting it out instead of swallowing. Idk what its called thats just what I refer to it as)