Okay

So I gained all my weight back 《43 kg》 but I’ve lost 3 kg !!! 《40 kg》 I might sleep now it’s 12:01 and I usually wake up at 9 or 10 and that’s a good amount of sleep and if I sleep more than 8 hours I usually feel good and burn more calories so look thinner yay. Also I’ve been trying my new diet 《2 weeks in it》 and oh my I’ve failed so bad so far. Anyway gonna watch asmr goodnight :D

Yo

My mum found out about my bulimia a few months ago and I put on 4 kg but lost 1 so I’m 41 kg again and I wanna fucking DIEEIEIESJEHHE but I won’t purge anymore instead I exersize or starve so HEE HEE

So I made this out of Bordom and just bordom but Imma do this next month. I was gonna do this month because I thought it was December oops lmao but I realised I was 4 days late so I’m prepared for next month. Imma also start posting the myfitnesspal calorie intake I have everyday now. So be ready for that.

Happy New year’s skinny legends !!!!

Guess who just got a scale bitchez !!!!!!!

It’s been a difficult night

Crying on Christmas, purging on Christmas, restricting on Christmas, it’s my first Christmas with an eating disorder and without my dog I loved him so much and still do. Anyway have a good sleep or day. And Merry Christmas. ❣❣

Yes

So I think I also have bulimia too…… and yes I failed at losing 5 kg in 5 days also how would I know, I don’t have a scale anymore? Thank God I have like 80 dollars and will probably get my own.

1 year ago (128lbs) vs now (111lbs)

Tip~

Go get this little coraline soup cup from hot topic!! Its small and so is the spoon so you will get less but feel full faster! And it’s cute~

paulinka-smutnaminka:

Damm I want this but…

iusedtobesobeautifulnowlookatme:

Lingerie

Me: Green tea tastes bad

Green tea: but I’m helping your metabolism bitch

Me:

I actually don’t understand, it was so easy for me to lose weight once

What the fuck happened to me?

Kendall Jenner is SIMPLY ethereal!!!

Ariana-spo ‼

Here I go again fucking shit up

I dropped out of college

I feel like such a waste of life. I owe money to so many people and now I have little to no time to be happy and relax. To top all of this off, i’ve gained 3 pounds back :)))). Ima starve so I can have something to at least be happy about

I wear a cardigan to work ever day since I started and the one time I took it off my boss literally said “you look bulky without your cardigan” :))) tell me why I wanted to cry right then

fitting-into-a-beautiful-world:

Let’s be real…We all know him

The man, the myth, the LEGEND

(Not me)

But the thinnspiration

The feeling you get when you realise you’ve actually lost weight!