#promied

I am addicted to reading fanfics where my favorite characters suffer with eating disorders.

Like fuck it’s so good to read for what reason?

So… im relapsing.

Back to what worked

Fasting and trying my best not to purge.

I do not know my current weight but it’s not horrible.

I have like a second wind. It feels like I’m gonna enter the honeymoon phase of a relapse.

My metabolism is probably boosted which I’m excited about.

If it is I’m going to integrate metabolism days into this relapse.

Im gonna be a bit more active on here now.

Also it was nice to see that once I’m ready I can just eat again and I won’t gain like crazy.