#an0rex1c

Why can I see all my ribs, have a thigh gap, my hip bones stick out, I have no boobs, no ass, but my stomach is massive like someone please tell me what I’m doing wrong

I just broke my intermittent fast by eating these biscuits I’ve been craving for ages (calories unknown which is driving me crazy) and I weighed myself after and I’m 2 whole kgs heavier than yesterday

I’m freaking out but like it’s probably undigested food

I’m mad af myself since I haven’t been losing just gaining slightly and losing that

Ok I have this problem

I don’t know the word for it but it isn’t binging

It isn’t eating a lot without realizing what you’re doing

It’s like giving in to extreme hunger and eating anything you can find to satisfy that hunger

Almost like snacking?

It can be fruit or crackers, normally something small. Sometimes it can be like sprinkles if you’re desperate for food but don’t want to eat a lot

Does anyone know why this happens since it ruins my fast??

You know you’re fucked up when you start having a panic attack because of soup

“Did you have breakfast this morning?”

“Yeah”

My breakfast:

Some of yall really be posting shit like

Burn 10,000 calories with this workout!!

500,000 star jumps!!

2000 push ups

4 hour plank :)

Make sure to drink water and repeat the workout to burn more!!!!!!!!

No because the fact that some of yall believed taking a cold shower would burn 100 calories…

I can’t with the misinformation being spread here

Ed culture is either being overhydrated or dehydrated

Are yall SURE the calories on packaging labels and mfp are accurate…what if they’re lying

Everytime I think I’ve made ANY progress I go on tumblr and then cry

Many interactions today so I’ll list them

1. My sister said “I’m actually beginning to think you have an ed rn”

2. My dad ranted to me (for like the trillionth time) that what I’m doing is wrong and I’m hurting my body and I’ll end up in hospital

3. My mom was shocked abt all the weight I lost

4. My sister thought I was sucking in my stomach but I was relaxed (same w/ my mom)

Hectic day tbh

I wanna walk into school feeling like a badass since I lost all my weight since last time school was properly open

Like I’ve already lost 5 kgs, pls just let me lose another (AT LEAST) 5 to get me down to 50

I’m working out and restricting, every. single. day.

Where are the results I was told I should get???

Remember when calories were a silly number on the packaging of food alongside some other random numbers

I’m so desperate to lose weight like I can’t live like this

It’s pushing me to the edge at this point

I’m taking a food science class this semester :)

I’m excited because learning about food is so much fun? Like food itself is my curse but learning about the nutrition science? I love it.

I’m scared that my professor will clock me as bullimic RIGHT away. Like I know that class attracts Ed sufferers. Im an adult tho so they can’t do shit.

I am addicted to reading fanfics where my favorite characters suffer with eating disorders.

Like fuck it’s so good to read for what reason?

I need low calorie meal ideas.

Like 300 calories not 500.

Preferably high in potassium…

Please <3

I stg restriction doesn’t work :(

Im gonna try lowering my limit to see if I can see some actual progress.

I miss my bulimic fasting weightloss. I’m still purging now, and it still works, but restricting just really doesn’t seem to work at all.

I feel l a r g e

I am restricting my calories which is a step up from only liquid fasting all the time.

I am working on it. If restriction fails to give me the results I want I will simply revert to the dark ages and be my best bulimic self once more.

I am NEVER taking an osmosic laxative again

Oh my god, the water weight is insane

What a stupid thing to do.

Ive replaced my purge fast cycle with a purge restrict cycle

It’s going surprisingly well. Guess I did improve my metabolism.

My weightloss is kind of slow however i remember before I went on an intuitive eating kick at 104 pounds not even liquid fasting made me lose weight. I was so dehydrated and dead feeling.

Restriction isn’t doing it for me.

Back to the old purge and fast routine.

Im still forcing myself to drink more water though. I will not be afraid of water. That shits stupid.

Im gonna try to fast today. I’m like 14 hours in so far.

Alright.

Im gonna come out with it.

Ive gained 15 pounds.

I am 118.8.

But I’m relapsing so that’ll change.

Im still a „healthy“ weight too.

I just wanna be able to update my cw when I lose you know? I don’t wanna punish myself for trying something that could’ve made me happier. I tried, I’m not ready. That’s fine. My body is probably better off than before and I feel okay with drinking all the water I want and restricting a little. I really wanna prolong fasting because it slows down your metabolism so bad. If I can keep digesting some food the TEF will keep my metabolism higher.

Y’all I am struggling

I took one week off of any sort of compensation from eating. I didn’t restrict I just tried to eat three meals a day.

My metabolism is faster than before but my weight is higher.

I have new rules now, I’m trying them out until they don’t work.

1. I restrict now instead of fasting. I’ll do this until my metabolism is too slow again

2. Keep restriction days and purge days separate. They don’t mix well.

3. if this fails me then I’ll go back to my fasting. I won’t allow my weight to creep up anymore than it has.

Im in my iced coffee era

Im sick of not shitting.

However

Laxitives do NOT need to be added to my list of problems