#selfharm

I hurt myself so others can’t

You deserve someone that will never stop trying to show you how much you mean to them even after they have you

The worst feeling is being unwanted by the person you want most

[Armless Kayn AU]

But when do things start to get easier?

I pretend I’m happy so that you don’t have to deal with me but it just makes it 10x harder for me to deal with myself.

I’m laughing but I’m close to crying. I’m smiling but inside I’m dying. I’m a walking lie.

Taking my own life is inevitable whether I do it now or later, at some point it’s going to happen.