Can you tell I’m burnt out? No? Good that’s how I want it.

I’m going to die if I keep going, but society doesn’t give breaks, especially not for mental health. So….I’ve just increased my workload… because burning fast and bright is less painful than the slow burn.

Stop breaking things!!

Why do I get the shakes when they start yelling?

I could very easily snap,…

Given everything going on in my life, my chronic illness’s flaring up, my mental health being absolute shite and the constant suicidal thoughts plaguing me - I’d have a valid reason to just start screaming.

Yet here I still, staring at the wall as I sip my cold brew.