#suicide

Being happy seems like a fairytale ..

I wish I was dead from the moment I wake up, to the moment I sleep but you’re so blind you don’t even see the pain I’m in..

☻ The Darkness is taking over my mind and the urge to harm myself is massive.. ☻

I’m scared when I’m finally happy because I know that I’m nothing…

My mind is darkening , can you see it..?

I miss the euphoric feeling one small piece of metal can bring..

I’m breaking , but nobody hears my silent screams .

My heart aches without you…

Look into my eyes , see my pain. See my silent cry for help, but you don’t . .

The demons in my head are slowly winning..

Look into my eyes.. Do you see the sadness ? Do you see how broken I am ? Do you see that I want to die ?..

The truth is, I gave up on myself a long time ago…

The pain I feel inside is slowly killing me.. Can you help or is it too late for me..?

Inside my mind , I’m screaming out for help but the only thing from my lips is a fake smile…

I couldn’t hold back anymore.. I couldn’t save myself from the pain I feel.. I took a blade to myself and the truth is.. It felt good.. Feeling something other than this emotional pain..

When I said I was fine , I lied..