#trauma core
i just found out about traumacore and as someone who struggles with CSA it’s fucking disgusting and triggering as shit.
I draw vent art, I know how it works but your “art” is so fucking explicit, it makes me feel dirty and you post it everywhere. you know what someone who actually cares about others would do? we put our depressing art away so no one else can see it. y'all are profiting off of it. and you think it’s cute. “oh daddy stop” bitch shut the fuck up. just fucking stop, you get off on making others feel pain. you think it’s funny when you see CSA victims get retraumatised or triggered.
10/21/20
10/20/20. Quote credit to twitter user @/drill.
Guess who’s being put into sports w/o getting asked for consent :-P
Murder is sexy!! ^^
Have a great day!! ^^
Have a lovely Day
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It’s getting worse day by day.
I’m staring to feel the need of cuts, craving the sight of my own blood as a punishment. The things that helped me before, are not working anymore.
I often catch myself degrading my whole being, like as I am an outsider. The memories he made me suffer through are not fading at all, as the doctor has said they will.
Everything is useless. I’m staring to think If It’s worth staying alive or not at all. This is not the usual kind of post, this is much longer and deeper this time.
I’m counting the days I should stay alive but my pen is getting useless day by day. My body feels like It’s rotting with every breath I take and every movement gets me closer to the edge.
His hands made wounds that will never heal, but get nastier and nastier everytime I see them. I wish I never wore a skirt. Especially not that day.
I’m begging for the world to end me in any way. Give me the sweet release of this lie, this false reality. I don’t want to live like this no more.
I’m waiting for the lovely day of my death, the freedom from this suffering. Heaven or Hell doesn’t exist. Hell surely don’t. There’s no worse place than Earth itself.
The sour taste the pills, lefr on my tounge never faided since that day.
I wish I never decided to look that way.
I wish I never decided to go out that day.
I wish He didn’t call me sweetheart.
I wish He died.
Why can’t I wear a skirt without getting stared at? :[
They destroyed it.
Now I have nothing.
I got raped it my dream
Will I ever escape the horrible memories?
You promised not do it again
Liar
Liar
Liar
Please dont touch me it makes me feel disgusted
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Unwanted affection
Im so dumb
A stupid little whore
Stupid child
Mom?
Am I really just a waste of money?
Little Lamb…
All I am is hatered.
Please don’t love me.
I don’t deserve it.
Im just a fucking kid why would you ask me for pictures of my body!! ^^
You sick fuck. You like little girls, don’t you? I hope you die.
Im so sick of this pandemic and how common eugenics is just constantly now. I have spent the evening crying and actually most of the day crying because of how little people care about how so many have just died so quickly.
I HATW HIM SO MUCH I FEEL SO USED IM SO DISGUSTING OF COURSE HE DOESNT LOVE ME WHY WOULD HE
you made it hurt
I can’t stop dreaming about fucking killing her
You know what’s not fucking fair? The fact that I don’t even get to remember my own fucking childhood
i just want them to love me
Me: literally about to pass out from blood loss
My mom: fuck off you’re fine
Ever nurse in unison: no she’s extremely not fine
please let this be what you want
you deserve to die like we did
Me: trying to be there for my friends and the people who have loved me unconditionally
My mom: fuck you.
Also my mom: why don’t you love me
Mom: you not putting away the laundry I did is a personal attack. You don’t care about how much I put into doing that laundry
Me, who was just fucking tired: yeah totally I did it just to spite you specifically
you took it from me
I feel so fucking alone
