#actually depressed
no one wants to ever talk about this because its the “ugly symptom” of depression—and neurotypical people finding out about this just dont understand and can be really cruel—but man, the struggle to just shower, brush your teeth, shave, change your clothes, do your hair–even just once a week, is unfathomably hard.
and its not laziness. like, I don’t want to be like this. it costs me every once of willpower and strength to do these mundane things. and afterwards you just feel sapped of all your energy for the rest of the day and end up sleeping through it just because you’re so mentally/physically drained.
Man y'all i am still alive and it suuuuucks
Dungeons and Dragons is just play therapy for grown ups pass it on
