#tw suicidal ideation
tw suicidal ideation
i know the word “unalive” came out of tiktok’s censorship policies, but it also is a pretty good summation of passive suicidality. like, i would just like to be unalive.
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When my suicidal ideation coincides with a relapse of my eating disorder
Man y'all i am still alive and it suuuuucks
not me being suicidal for the first time since coming off my meds six months ago heyyy
TW/CW Suicidal ideation
My psychiatrist: What things are you looking forward to that help combat your suicidal thoughts?
Me:
Psych: … Anything else?
Me: Not really. I know some people think it’s silly to care so much about them, but I figure if it keeps me around for one more day, that’s what matters.
Psych: That’s right. And I look forward to new shows, too. I’m glad you have that.
Me:
you are allowed to be proud of the victories that no one else can see. like showering without completely hating your body, not breaking into tears at the thought of the future, talking yourself out of a dark mindset, calming yourself down in public, or like waking up every single day and choosing life. be proud of the progress no matter if it is visible for others or not. you’re doing great, keep up the good work!
Whumptober Masterlist
We did it! Another year, another whumptober complete! It’s totally flown by, andwe managed to do it without either of us ending up in the hospital (a definite win, by our standards). See under the cut for the full list of prompts and links to each post :)
No. 1 - All Trussed Up And Still Nowhere To Go(Wolves)
No. 2 - Talking Is Overrated(Brothers)
No. 3 - Sticks And Stones May Break My Bones But…(Wolves)
No. 4 - Trust Fall(Medieval)
No. 5 - I’ve Got Red In My Ledger (Brothers)
No. 6 - Touch and Go (Brothers)
No. 7 - My Spidey Sense Is Tingling(Brothers)
No. 8 - Coughing Up A Lung (Fao x Hars?)
No. 9 - Rumours Of My Death Have Been Greatly Exaggerated(Crime)
No. 10 - Oops, I Did It Again (Fao x Hars)
No. 11 - Just Keep Swimming(Brothers)
No. 12 - Anxiety (Alt. 15) (Brothers)
No. 13 - That’s Gonna Leave A Mark(Crime)
No. 14 - Under Pressure (Hars)
No. 15 - Feed A Cold, Starve A Fever(Brothers)
No. 16 - On A Need to Know Basis (Fao x Hars)
No. 17 - Field Care 101 (Hars)
No. 18 - The Doctor Is In(Brothers)
No. 19 - Just A Scratch (Brothers)
No. 20 - Lost & Found(Brothers)
No. 21 - That’s Where The Blood’s Supposed To Be (Brothers)
No. 22 - Regret (Alt 12)(Brothers)
No. 23 - Near Death Experience (Alt 11)(Wolves)
No. 24 - One Down, One To Go(Brothers)
No. 25 - Hide & Seek(Fao)
No. 26 - Comfort (Alt 8) (Fao x Hars)
No. 27 - I’m Fine I Prom…(Brothers)
No. 28 - It’s Not Just In Your Head(Brothers)
No. 29 - All Work And No Play (Brothers)
No. 30 - Digging Your Grave(Brothers)
No. 31 - Hurt & Comfort(Brothers)
i’VE GOT A LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW WITH REVOLUTIONS AND WHATNOT, bUT GUESS WHAT?
tHERE ARE TONS OF PEOPLE WHO ARE THERE TO HELP YOU,
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Imalive: https://www.imalive.org/
iF YOU’VE NEVER HAD YOUR CHANCE TO GROW YOUR WINGS, iT’S ONLY BECAUSE THAT CHANCE HASN’T COME YET,
jUST HANG ON UNTIL IT DOES, aLRIGHT?
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One of us realized yesterday that we’ve been out of our anti-depressants for days and none of us knew it or remembered to refill it. It explains why we had an emotional breakdown a few days ago, why we came as close as we did to suicide, why we felt like self-harming for the first time in years, and why everything has been so hard in general. Now Alan refuses to leave front until we get back on our meds because of how bad it’s gotten. Its scary to see him on alert like this.
I hate having to go to pharmacies i hate having to go see a counselor i hate knowing my freedom could be taken away at any time for wrongthink (i.e. for suicidal thoughts/behaviors) and that i feel so fucking isolated in my troubles. I fucking hate sanism and the impossible goals abled people put on disabled people.
I was gonna try to put a positive spin on this, but fuck that. I cant even get my& fuckin meds until monday because my psychiatrist is out and my alternatives for getting an emergency supply are going on an endless game of phone tag with my pharmacist and my clinic’s after hours’ line or voluntarily admitting myself into a mental hospital that’s known for it’s cases of sexual abuse against patients.
Fuck all of that. Fuck the USA and fuck the psychiatric industrial complex.
Blurry (⭐Hailey? & Alan? & ??????)
