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ok thats it im literally not binging anymore for atleast a month im not doing it again

i used to have so much control but i literally dont even know what is wrong with me atm im like a monster

does anyone else binge then feel like there not even worthy to come onto tumblr or is that just me again?

anyone else just binge for a whole week like its normal or is that jus me?

can someone tell me why its so physically hard to stop binging

i feel like this tik tok wasnt meant to be interpreted the way im interpreting it

i binged all day idk why but i did it and i done it i want to die

ive purged 6 times today is that too much?

i am not i repeat i am not going to put anymore food in my big fat gob

sorry just had to set that straight with myself

ok so i ate a nice meal today that filled me up soooo nicely

yet

YET

at 3am i still chose to binge

update im debating doing it again its 5:40 am whats wrong with me

whole plate has 250 calories w the 15 cal rice, had to put u all on it tastes so nice and is alot for the calories

ughhghhh when people notice youve lost weight

that feeling is better then drugs

the monsters under the bed dont scare me.

honestly its whats in the fridge

dream-on-dreamer:

today makes 11 days in a row that i binge insanely.

during the entire month of February i had no problem, i stayed around 400kcals and never binged.

how fucked up is my brain to go from a month of that to weeks of thousands of cals a day? i don’t understand. i hate it and i want it to stop NOW.

Any self control tips? any words of wisdom?

keep your head up bae, dont beat yourself up about it… once you go back to high restricting calories you will loose loads of weight, it will be like when you first started restricting, metabolism boost

to stop binging have a mindset of you WONT not youll TRY not to, its all in ur mind bby <3

and if you must binge, eat low cal food like cucumbers,grapes,blueberries wont even seem like a binge

i want to get better but im not skinny enough for anyone to know that im sick

i want skinny but i dont want to think like this anymore

if you manifest then, this subliminal is really nice❤️

watching hoarders to prevent a binge

actually try it really takes away your hunger its so gross

can someone tell me what amount of calories is there highest binge pls

Hit a plateau….. tried eating a lot more yesterday and today doing more restriction bc idk don’t wanna risk gaining again

Does anyone have any tips?

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