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So I gained all my weight back 《43 kg》 but I’ve lost 3 kg !!! 《40 kg》 I might sleep now it’s 12:01 and I usually wake up at 9 or 10 and that’s a good amount of sleep and if I sleep more than 8 hours I usually feel good and burn more calories so look thinner yay. Also I’ve been trying my new diet 《2 weeks in it》 and oh my I’ve failed so bad so far. Anyway gonna watch asmr goodnight :D

So I tried to eat AS much as I can in 2 days at my cousins and wow I did. And I didn’t purge anything too. Weirdly I don’t regret it. Only because today I’ll be going back to starving myself again. Wish me luck !

So I made this out of Bordom and just bordom but Imma do this next month. I was gonna do this month because I thought it was December oops lmao but I realised I was 4 days late so I’m prepared for next month. Imma also start posting the myfitnesspal calorie intake I have everyday now. So be ready for that.

Note this to give me good luck for my first ever 24 hour fast

For so long I’ve tried but I always fail at night. I never binge but I still eat which is failing. So PLEASE note.

P I N K

T H I N S P O

Thinspiration

Day 1:

Cw: 78kg

I’ve been binging for almost the whole week and I think that now it’s time for restriction

So… My brain and I had this conversation:

Me: If I already hate me, doesn’t matter if I eat or if I don’t

My brain: Yes, but… If it’s the same hate, Guess what’s better being sad and fat or being sad and also a skinny legend?

Me: A skinny legend

My brain: Then why don’t you just stop eating and get skinny?

Me:

Hi

So… today is my birthday and this is a friendly reminder that I’m still being an ugly fatass

Hoping that maybe next year things will be different

Love u, please stay safe

Today my sister caught me puking in the bathroom, at first I thought that she would obviously tell them to my parents, but surprisingly she didn’t and only told me that she’ll keep the secret this time. I think that I was lucky, but I’m really worried in the inside. Do you have any advice for what can I do to don’t get caught again?

Love u, stay safe

Me: Why do I feel so tired?

My brain: Bitch, maybe it’s cause you haven’t eaten all day and this is your third hour making exercise

Me: Nah! It must be by the hot weather

My brain:

Thinspo

For all the outfits that I could wear once I’m skinny

Shorts thinspo

Any good breakfast low cal recipes?

Edit:Vegan if possible x

allthesecretsihide:

I find pictures of male hands over a skinny stomach so triggering

Also stories of them commenting about their gfs bodies

They harden my resolve

Send them my way if you have any ~

I can notice that my pants sit a little loose now… and fuck it’s addictive

Hit a plateau….. tried eating a lot more yesterday and today doing more restriction bc idk don’t wanna risk gaining again

Does anyone have any tips?

How I want my legs to look, and also be tiny enough to sit like this

abt me!!!

i’m 16 so i’d prefer mutuals under the age of 18

don’t be creepy i’m a minor<3

i’m chronically ill (POTS, dysautonomia, EDS, gastropresis, CRPS)

i love mcyt so if you do too i love you

i go by she/they pronouns but she/her is fine too

i want friends so be my friend pls

i’m bisexual so no homophobes

i’m also asian (Filipino)

i think ur hot so be my friend lol

also i hate ana she a bitch ass mofo <333

being chronically ill whilst having an ed is the most exhausting shit ever

i would sell my kidneys, kill my family, stub all my toes, walk on legos, and sell my souls to the devil to look like goddamn kendall jenner

anyone else have the problem where their constantly in a calorie deficit (i eat around 500-700 calories a day without realizing it) but i’m still gaining weight wtf how do i fix this???