#ana life
ok so i ate a nice meal today that filled me up soooo nicely
yet
YET
at 3am i still chose to binge
update im debating doing it again its 5:40 am whats wrong with me
Wow, thank you for 500 followers. I’ve gotten more followers in the past 2 years I’ve been on tumblr than the past 9 years I’ve been on Insta lol.
This moment is bittersweet. I’m glad that I have such a great support system, where I am able to speak freely about my thoughts and struggles.
But I am sad, that there are so many beautiful people that suffer from the same illness and destructive thoughts that I do.
Again, thank you, I love you, and please stay safe. ❤️
Wow, my eating disorder really has me eating 635 calories instead of the usual 1300 cals the day before my doctors appointment so I can weigh less…. + a 18 hour fast
Wow, I really did this for my appointment to be canceled
In the bright side, I woke up to weigh 139lbs!!! I’ve never seen the 130s before so this is super exciting
Wow, my eating disorder really has me eating 635 calories instead of the usual 1300 cals the day before my doctors appointment so I can weigh less…. + a 18 hour fast
I binged today for the first time in 2 months. I feel awful. I hate myself so damn much. My brother and I got into an argument and I havent gotten so upset in such a long time. I dont know why it made me have the urge to emotionally eat so badly. It didn’t help that I havent lost a pound in 2 weeks. I was only eating 900 calories a day too (occasionally eating 1300 cal when I really needed it). But eating 1300 cal today wasn’t enough. I ate 1955 calories today. Im never going to be skinny :(
Hey you guys be really careful about joining ed Twitter because it super obvious how pro ana they are.
I deleted my account last year because it got way too toxic way too fast
I love ed tumblr because you guys are so open and kind to everyone - thx ☺️
Me while sick: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this
Me while shitting: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this
Me while existing: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this
Me while binge eating:what is a scale? I dont know her
