#ana things

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heyy so my main account is @cherry-flavoured-poison<3

cause I just realised that all my mutuals probably don’t realise I followed them back :(

GUYS I DID IT, I actually fucking did it, I wanted to reach my goal weight by Christmas and I did it!!!!<<<<33333

Aaaahhhhh I just needed to tell someone <3

my mum just hugged me and said ‘I can feel your ribs… I shouldn’t be able to feel your ribs’ which made me happy until I realised there’s such a double standard for me and my sister like my mum would never say that to her and she’s skinnier than me but it’s because she’s always been skinny so they think it’s normal and healthy for her but I’ve always been fat so they think it’s unnatural and unhealthy for me (like yes I know I’ve lost weight in an unhealthy way but it makes me feel like I’ll always be seen as fat by the people who know me)

*trying to open up about my ed*

‘So do you just like not eat’

me: ‘obviously I eat’

‘Oh that’s good then, I’m glad it’s not serious’

So, I’m almost 48 hours into a fast and I’ve literally lost a pound in a day!!!! I haven’t felt this euphoric in forever!!! Manifesting this feeling for all of you, I know you deserve it

You know you have an ed when you literally dream of eating unsafe foods and wake up almost crying

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

peachjambobatea:

poison-flower:

peachjambobatea:

poison-flower:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

poison-flower:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

poison-flower:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

purpleskiesandcryingovercals:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

purpleskiesandcryingovercals:

nutella on green bell pepper>>>>

that’s me shite right there

@a-bug-with-an-ed@peachjambobatea

IM SORRY BUT I HAVE TO RESPECTFULLY DECLINE I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN TRY THAT

YOU CAN’T KNOW IT’S BAD IF YOU HAVEN’T TRIED IT, BUG!!

I KNOW WHAT NUTELLA TASTES LIKE AND I KNOW WHAT GREEN BELL PEPPERS TASTE LIKE AND MY TONGUE SAYS N O

I’m going to block all of you and move to a cave

its been two weeks since you moved into your cave. you’re now running low on the bag of safe foods you brought with you because you didn’t think this through very well. “at least i’m finally safe now…” you say to yourself as you arrange your comfy rock bed.

you hear breathing behind you and turn around to see@purpleskiesandcryingovercals holding a jar of nutella and a green bell pepper. “you can’t know it’s bad if you’ve never tried it :)” she says as she tries to feed you a bite

you realize you could never escape - no matter how far you ran.

I love you and will kill you for this

DO IT, I DESERVE IT

As Purpleskies draws closer, preparing to strangle me with the poison she calls ‘Nutella on bell peppers’, time slows to a halt. It is as though my life is flashing before my eyes, my doom unavoidable.


I realise then, that the cave I have been inhabiting alone for all this time, was not empty at all. Behind the rocks, the far end of the cave, another dwells. He tries to run, to escape the fate that I have been condemned to, but it is too late.


“I see you, @a-bug-with-an-ed won’t you have some too?” They say, smiling sweetly as though it can conceal the villainy that radiates from their very bones.


“No,”@a-bug-with-an-ed gasps, horrified, “Never, not over my dead body.”

But alas, nobody can escape the fate of nutella on bell pepper. Not even @a-bug-with-an-ed

What if someone made a wattpad fanfic for edblr

Someone restrain me

Sorry you were saying? https://www.wattpad.com/story/288322615-edblr

ASAAKSJSKSKKSKSKSKSKS

I AM ACTUALLY SHAKING AND CRYING CAN WE PLEASE GET MORE UPDATES ON THE FANFIC I LOVE THIS ENTIRE FUCKING POST

Edblr expectations: “skip dinner, wake up thinner”,“ a second on the lips is forever on the hips”

Edblr reality: this^^

the monsters under the bed dont scare me.

honestly its whats in the fridge

i want to get better but im not skinny enough for anyone to know that im sick

i want skinny but i dont want to think like this anymore

I love when teachers ask this in the beginning of the year. Jokes on you, it’s none.

Someone please take away my mirror, I cry every time I look in it but don’t have the willpower to get rid of it

Due to personal reasons, I will not be leaving the house, even after quarantine, because I hate my body and I’m ugly

Anyone else have designated ‘crying while body checking’ songs or is that just me…?

Hey yall give about 1 more week and then I’ll post my cw… I’m just to scared to do it now since iv been off track for a while

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