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Yess, this is the number of songs he had written.
But just to follow the trend people repeatedly cover the same Tagore songs again and again. I am afraid of the fact that our next generation may lose the amazing songs of him amazing composition of Rabindranath Thakur.
His books and music gave me the thought of life meaning of life. Nowadays relationships are toxic where one forces other to do something. But in one of his books I learned “ভালোবাসা খোলা আকাশের মত।” Independent doesn’t hold you back.
We live in a generation that doesn’t have the beauty of talking, the beauty of appreciation.
We live in a generation where people show more than needed, where people present themselves like talking in Bangla is a crime.
Yes I am writing all these in English so that those who have problem to read and understand Bangla appreciate the fact they are Bangali and has a beautiful culture which has so many songs and thoughts.
2233 is the total songs of Rabindranath tagore and people hardly listen 22 songs.
80 years of his life which is full of arts and culture is being wasted just because of fools like us.
We appreciate the singer Sanam’s cover of Tagore songs which is not even properly spoken.
I hope modern musicians focus and fix this. If it is fusion then should be done in a proper way. Also Lalon didn’t only write খাঁচার ভিতর অচিন পাখি। Just because a band covered that we listen and sing the only Lalon song is that..

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#thoughts #depressionhelp #depressededits #tagore #tagoresongs #bengalistyle #bengaliculture #beingbengali #bangladesh #rabindranathtagore #sketchbook #sketch #songs #lost #modern #trend #onlyenglishplease #culture #love #tradition #dhakagram #instathought #positivity #focusonthegood #learn #bettersong #express #bangla #proud #atikayamin (at Dhaka, Bangladesh)
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Doodlinnnn

I was so confused and also too much depressed seeing this social media and influencing thing. I mean how people get so many followers and stuffs by things which I don’t even consider as any category of content..
When I feel shit and I ask myself so many questions and I feel disturbed I paint , I sketch I keep doodling. I never thought of doing videos on my painting because those are my expressions, expression of thoughts expression of disturbed mind that’s why this thing has so many round round doodle XD.

At the end of the day I do what I love to and it becomes content automatically and mashallahh. Allah made me capable enough to paint , to sing to cook because some things are just given by HIM.
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#disturbed #depressededits #depressionhelp #doodlesofinstagram #selftime #ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔｓ #thaughts #creativelifehappylife #sketch #sketchbook #follow #yourheart #painting #pencil #contentcreator #contentcreator #atikayamin #bangladeshartist #bengalistyle #bongdoodler #instagood #instart #instartist #instapainting (at Dhaka, Bangladesh)
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My sadness instigates my growth
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I am growing and evolving because I choose to do everything in my power to make sure I don’t repeat my mistakes
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Things that used to really hurt me don’t bother me anymore and that’s the main reason why I keep going with the work and why I know it will never end
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The work has no end because there are always challenges that lie ahead there will always be problems down the road that will throw me off course and I look forward to growing through them into the person I will become in the future
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I love myself too much to deny myself this growth. I will not abandon myself in the depths of despair. I choose to grow through the shit and use it as fertiliser to become greater
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My inner world shines through me and with this light also comes darkness. You cannot have light without shadow so I embrace both
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Don’t weep for the old you that falls away as it dies. Rejoice for the new you as it emerges to greet the world
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#depressionhelp #spiritualhealing #depressionsupport #mentalhealth #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealthrecovery #traumarecovery #selfimprovement #consciousness #healingjourney #spirituality #meditation #positivemindset #personalgrowthjourney #higherpower #inspiringquotes #quotes #peaceofmind #selflove #selfcare (at London, Unιted Kingdom)
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Thought isn’t yours just like air isn’t yours
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When we say “my thoughts” we’re taking them personally and that’s what makes them so much harder to let go of
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It would be pretty crazy to say “my molecules of oxygen” because they just come through us they aren’t ours to own - thought is exactly the same
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Placing judgment on thought by calling it negative or positive is what gives it more power over us and that’s what prevents us from doing what we really wanna be doing
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Imagine if you never took thoughts personally ever again - what would be possible for you?
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#depressionhelp #spiritualhealing #depressionsupport #mentalhealth #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealthrecovery #traumarecovery #selfimprovement #consciousness #healingjourney #spirituality #meditation #positivemindset #personalgrowthjourney #higherpower #inspiringquotes #quotes #peaceofmind #selflove #selfcare (at London, Unιted Kingdom)
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I’ve been to the top of the mountain and back down to the base again and nothing changed
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There’s an expression - nothing exceeds like excess - when we don’t know what we want the default quickly becomes more because more is different but doesn’t mean it’s better
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Just because something looks like it’s gonna enrich your life because it’s more than you have right now it doesn’t mean it’s true - it just seems that way because you don’t have it yet
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When we’re climbing for more the summit keeps getting further away because more never stops, its never enough and we can never reach the pinnacle of more
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This isn’t about being happy with what you have so shut up - this is about evaluating what you want before you decide that more is the best option✅
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Be patient with yourself while you’re figuring out what you want otherwise you’ll get trapped in wanting more and there’s no way out of that trap except hard truth which comes with experience
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You are whole and complete already and I love you
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#depressionhelp #spiritualhealing #depressionsupport #mentalhealth #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealthrecovery #traumarecovery #selfimprovement #consciousness #healingjourney #spirituality #meditation #positivemindset #personalgrowthjourney #higherpower #inspiringquotes #quotes #peaceofmind #selflove #selfcare (at London, Unιted Kingdom)
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Reason or season becomes clear with time
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Regardless of how others try to make you feel it is your duty to yourself to remove them when the relationship isn’t serving you anymore
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Nothing is more important than your well-being and if having someone in your life is compromising your peace of mind then it’s an indication that their season is over and it’s time to remove them✅
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Sometimes it’s not clear whether it’s gonna be a reason or season and this is why slowing down is super important - it helps us see truth rather than mind created fiction
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Truth cannot be argued with. Truth lies in actions. The truth will set you free but it will beat your ass first
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I love you
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#depressionhelp #spiritualhealing #depressionsupport #mentalhealth #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealthrecovery #traumarecovery #selfimprovement #consciousness #healingjourney #spirituality #meditation #positivemindset #personalgrowthjourney #higherpower #inspiringquotes #quotes #peaceofmind #selflove #selfcare (at London, Unιted Kingdom)
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She’s right in front of you but you can’t see her because you’re looking for something that isn’t in the present moment and that’s what’s ruining your chances of having relationships that you actually experience
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A lot of us are in our heads and missing out on the relationship we’re in because we’re living in the fantasy of what could be rather than being grounded in what actually is here right now
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Love isnt hard when you’re actually paying attention
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#depressionhelp #spiritualhealing #depressionsupport #mentalhealth #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealthrecovery #traumarecovery #selfimprovement #consciousness #healingjourney #spirituality #meditation #positivemindset #personalgrowthjourney #higherpower #inspiringquotes #quotes #peaceofmind #selflove #selfcare (at Playa del Carmen, Quintana Roo)
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Flavor- Cinnamint. #cbdforpain #cbdforanxiety #cbdfordogs #cbdforpets #painreliefoptions #painreliefproducts #anxietyrelief #depressionhelp #mentalhealthawareness #stressrelief #ptsdawareness #ptsd #lititz #lebanon #lancasterpa #lebanonpa #hersheypa #manhempa #elizabethtown #lancaster #harrisburgpa #hersheypa (at Lebanon Valley Mall)
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EVIL IS COMING
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THE BLACK HEART BASTARD

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#art #unsignedartist #potd #babypictures #evil #depressionhelp #depressededits #undergroundhiphop #trash #trashgang #readytodie #album #rapper #newmusic #lofi #lofiaesthetic #lofihiphop #killme #vhs #polaroid #vgabnd (at Chicago, Illinois)
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LINK IN BIO
I am extremely pleased to present to you all, SINS. Lyrics and performance by @vgabnd_kenji
Production by @iamagaijin
Photography and graphics by @mickmolnar @desertman.photography
We hope that you enjoy our first collaboration and there is plenty more to come, we are just getting started! Tag a friend and unleash your Demons and Sins! Spam the fuck out of the comments and follow everyone tagged! If you are a true VGABND (one without a Master, always on the move and accomplishing goals) you will show your beautiful support

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#trashgang #vgabnd #undergroundhiphop #undergroundrap #independentartist #independentmusic #unsignedartist #unsignedrapper #unsigned #upcomingartist #upcomingrapper #trapmetal #ragecore #sadboy #war #emotional #depressionhelp #depression #riseabove #alternativehiphop #hiphop #rap #trap #musicforthesoul (at Chicago, Illinois)
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I can’t give energy to blood sucking demons. THE BROKEHEART COLLECTION began as a way of therapy, to sort out what I was feeling and get it out of my head in a positive way but, I still kept trying to kill myself and my depression would often get the best of me.
My mental health ruins so many things in and around my life and makes it extremely hard to even exist and be myself. I all too often prefer to be by myself and drink myself deeper into my depression and indulge in insane amounts of drugs and women.
I only wanted to be understood but I understand that that’s not possible at all because sometimes I don’t understand myself. I know my purpose, I know why I’m here and even that is not enough. Eventually, I will either push you away or stop caring just like how everybody eventually does to me. I can’t give up tho, I won’t ever give up. My daughter assures me that I have plenty to live for and I hate it when she sees the pain in my eyes. The world fears me because I don’t hide what I am and what I feel. Without a doubt I am thee most unique and intelligent person you could ever know in your life. Proof of that is in what I have built up by myself, all from a thought. I’m driven to create and to share ideas. That’s why I created a brand called VGABND and opened those doors to my brothers. I want to create something that will last long after I am gone so both of my daughters can reap the benefits and pass it down to their own children. This is what separates me from the chaff out there just trying to make a quick dollar. That’s why so many “artists” vanish after a few months: YOU LACK VISION AND THE DRIVE TO MANIFEST THAT VISION INTO A BEAUTIFUL REALITY AND I DONT ONLY CARE ABOUT MYSELF!! I do this for everyone that has ever felt like an outca$t, for anyone that has been down and out with no one to turn to. For everyone that has had people give up on them and slam doors in their face. I dedicate my journey to the VGABND in YOU! A VGABND is someone that keeps moving and moving forward.

#depressionhelp #fucklove #vgabnd #motivationalquotes #motivational #motivation #elevate #raiseyourvibe #raiseyourvibration #goodvibes #positivequotes #positivevibes (at Chicago metropolitan area)
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I FREE MYSELF FROM YOUR MISERY AND TORMENT; I WATCH YOUR BODY FLOAT DOWNSTREAM WHERE IT FADES FROM MY MEMORY.
ANOTHER FILE IS ADDED TO THE MiniDisk. YOU WILL RULE OVER ME NO MORE.

#ptsd #motivationalquotes #survivor #codependency #codependentnomore #trauma #depression #depressionkills #depressionhelp #mentalhealth #brokenheart #brokenheartquotes #loveisdead #alone #rise #be #live #mentalstrength #sadboy #sadgirl #emo #alt #poetry #poetryporn (at Chicago, Illinois)
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My DMs are forever open. I understand you, I know you, I feel you, I see you and I will always be right here for you. Check the music link in my bio and let your vibrations be lifted. It’s okay to cry and it’s okay to scream. Let it out! Hear your pain heal!

#depressionhelp #sadquotesdepressed #depression #anxiety #suicideprevention #suicide #musiccanhelp #musiccanheal #musicisvibration #higherfrequency #frequency #vibration #uplift #upliftingquotes #sad #sadboy #sadgirl #emo #loner #lonely #talktome #imhereforyou (at Chicago metropolitan area)
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(BHC04) AMERICAN OUTCA$T vol. 1: DRUGWORLD
Now you will understand WHY I do what I do
Got a verse from Yung ScrVpe
Got a verse from Steel BlazN
Got a verse from Revo Da Ra
Got a verse from Flako Bayo El Dios
All production is by myself and one from my brother ScrVpe.
Cover Art modeled by Alex Selvmord.
And here’s how the track list is looking:

1. DRUGWORLD PART A
2. DRUGWORLD PART B
3. I THINK IT’S FUNNY THO
4. SPACE WALK
5. NIGHT
6. ONE SIDE
7. UNTIL DAWN, THERE IS HELL 4 U (words by Marcus Garvey)
8. MONOPOLY
9. GRAVITY
10. SCALESofPOWER
11. SPRING IN THE SNOW
12. FOREVER
13. UPROOTED ROSES
14. LOVE//HATE
15. WHEN U DREAM AT NIGHT
16. ICE EYES
17. FEEL//LOOK
18. PLEASE, DON’T BLINK
19. CAN’T DECIDE (L.A.)
20. 4 STATIONS
21. THE CALM AND THE WILD

#vgabnd #glitcheffect #depressionhelp #lsdart #newmusic #lofi #lofihiphop #lofiaesthetic #lofivibes #lofihiphopedits #goth #alternative #alternativerap #hiphopmusic #unsignedhype #underground #unsignedrapper #fearnot #artmadewithapps #artist #xxx #brokenheart #brokenheart #cureforsadness (at Chicago, Illinois)
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Just hoping I don’t lose sight of myself. I’ve been moving nonstop at a million miles per second ever since September. The days blend together, I only know what month it is, I never know what day it is and it never matters anyways.

Life is a journey and I walk a straight path in silence. You can stab me and I will not scream, I will write about it later. My pen is a camera, I capture every moment as it happens.

I AM YOU AND YOU ARE ME.

This project is killing me. I have to be sedated just to record this shit. I have to be sedated to write it down but every time I look back at the finished product, I feel all the pieces of myself going back to where they belong. GOD GUIDES ME.

I just keep asking myself: “why do I need anything to feel anything?”

Oh, well, doesn’t matter, we will choke on the ashes of our enemies.

#tones #warm #vgabnd #lofi #motivationalquotes #vhs #outcast #depressionhelp #ptsd #brokenheartquotes

(at Chicago, Illinois)
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I’m clearly not a singer nor did I produce this, just chose a random background song from Instagram music.

I wrote this quickly because we all sometimes struggling with self worth. I get depressed and anxious, and I sometimes have a hard time taking compliments because of my own insecurities.

Hopefully, all who are having a bad day can get comfort with this.
#depressionhelp #wrotetoday #music #imnotasinger lol

This video was fun to make. I’m very aware that I can’t sing. Haha.
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I’m sitting here weaving in ends and something from deep inside my head says I love life .
What? What is this love life stuff? Most people don’t know that I suffer from some mental issues. Mostly depression and anxiety. I haven’t been completely happy in years but when I get lil blips like this I love it. Even if just for a few moments I get to feel good. Those of you out there who can pull yourselves up by your boot straps or shake it off thank God and be grateful that you are well. Never take happiness for granted and cherish every moment of belonging you get. Actually that goes for everybody . Be well and have a good day.
#crochetersofinstagram #knittersofinstagram #infamousstitch #fairisleknitting #mentalhealthawareness #depression #anxietyawareness #depressionhelp (at Infamous Stitch)
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