#friends

Hey, I wanted to make a post to any friends and followers who are still actually on Tumblr. I wish I had reacted faster to Tumblr’s ban of all nudity but 2018 was rough for me and it took me a while to try to deal with some issues in my life–but I felt like it was important not to rush it or split my focus.

This will probably be lengthy, but I’ll try to keep my rambling to a minimum. I’ve created accounts and played around with several different “Tumblr alternatives”, and I honestly haven’t found any decent replacements that I enjoy using as much as Tumblr–the design of the website, the Livejournal-like design with pre-made layouts as well as being easy to use your own html and tweak things, intuitive posting, wide variety of content you can post, being able to share other artists’ content, how simple it is to interact with fans and like-minded people…etc.

So I decided to try to revive my old site. It’s pretty rough and there’s still a lot I need to figure out/fix. I’m definitely not good at making websites or setting all this stuff up and I am definitely open to suggestions on changes I can make, or other platforms that would be better. I have a Patreon account as well. 

My ideas are to offer access to a private blog and a gallery of uncensored nudes that I will update regularly, as well as maybe allowing these members or patrons access to my private IG account where I just post wholesome things like food and sunsets–if people are interested in that. I also intend to sell full photosets separately if people want digital copies. I have also played around with the idea of trying to write short erotica stories and selling those if people have any interest in that. 

There are only a few people who know who I am and know about this blog, so I guess I wanted to find out if this is something people are interested in before sharing links to my website or social media. I’d really appreciate feedback on if people are interested in any of this and what they’re interested/what they would like to see. Of course there would still be free content, like my fb page, my main blog and I would like to start streaming on my twitch account. 


I think my 3 biggest concerns at the moment are:
1. Making sure if people are donating or spending any amount of money to help support me that they are actually getting content and they feel it’s worth it.
2. But also, making enough money to actually make all of this possible.
3. Streamlining things as much as possible so that people aren’t confused about anything and I am not overwhelmed by trying to manage too many things all at once.

Please, if you were patient enough to read all that–I would love some feedback. Let me know if you’re interested or have suggestions/questions. :)

I just wish I could tell you that I miss you,

I’m mad at you but I still love you

And I want you back in my life.

The worst you can say is no, so why am I so scared?

I keep wanting to live my life in the past while everyone else is heading towards the future.

All the while I miss out on the goods things I have right in front of me in the present.