Just a shout out to @randommindtime. They’ve made so many amazing Stargate Atlantis music vids, but what they may not realize is that this vid:
this one has become my go-to vid for my panic disorder. As a kid I was in a horrible abusive situation, and the abuse I received was blamed on me for being afraid. So I guess it’s no surprise that decades of repression later, I’ve developed a disorder that could be summed up as a fear of fear. And when my fears get so strong and I wish so hard to suppress them, when I feel like I cannot handle it any further, when I feel completely lost, I come to this vid and it helps me live with and accept my fear better than anything else I know.
Then, suddenly, being scared isn’t so scary anymore.
I’m so, so glad that this video brings you that kind of comfort!! Especially since I almost didn’t post it because I felt it was “unfinished”. Truthfully, I made it because I, too, was going through a lot of fear at the time. I had just started a new job where a HUGE amount of responsibility was put onto my shoulders and I was in constant dread that I would mess it up. From a young age, I always felt like I wasn’t good enough to be professional at, well, anything and the 1+ year of unemployment before this job only strengthened that belief. Walking through fear SUCKS but I’m aware now that I feel it when I’m afraid of losing something I have or not getting something I want. And for me, that’s living in a future that doesn’t exist yet. Fear also points out very important things to me, like what I might be putting too much reliance on, or how much I value things, so it isn’t all bad. It can definitely be our superpower (and I’m grateful for that speech from Dr. Who, because it’s so wonderfully articulated).
All of our fears are different and I’m sorry yours can be so overwhelming, but I’m glad that something I made can help you with that. So, you’re welcome. :)
And I’m sorry I took awhile to respond. I saw a notice for this in my inbox and it really touched me, but then life completely distracted me (as it does these days).
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Driving back home from PA yesterday, I made a point to stop again in Kent Falls State Park in CT, this time a bit earlier so that I could hike to the top. (Also helped that the sun sets later this time of year, so I was able to do that and still make it home - another 3 hours - in daylight.)
But first (in order here, but later in the trip): Lake McDonough, on Rt. 318 in CT, below the Saville dam (which holds back the Barkhamsted Reservoir). Nicely scenic. Apparently you can boat on it. And the reservoir above is much huger than it looks from this vantage point on the dam.
Anyway, I’m going to try to upload some movies, in case that doesn’t work:
View from the parking lot; middle cataract of the falls.
The first cataract!
And the stream before it plunges (at far left, the plunge; at far right, the little bridge that marks the beginning of the trail from top to bottom; the trail is a half-mile round trip, and the elevation gain is 250 ft. / 76 m.)
Let’s see if some movies work!
Ooh, maybe! So, these are the five “stages” of the falls, from lowest to the top:
I just REALLY love waterfalls, you guys. If I’d had time I would have sat there on the various viewing platforms for hours, just watching and listening to them.
Rewatching this made me laugh, I’d forgotten the editing I did in this video. I love how Peregrine ended up looking, but wow was the process a massive pain
Watching old videos is a rollercoaster of emotions, but here’s another one of my videos, previously posted to my regular youtube channel, now posted to my doll channel
Brothers! From the same litter, been together since Day 1, been with us since 3 weeks old, just turned 13 years old. Pippin Took & James T Kirk love each other a lot.
Check out my Insta for some vids & pics from the Van Gogh Experience. Was like you were experiencing everything he must have been feeling while painting. Like you were *inside* his paintings. Like they were alive & you were one with them. It brought me to tears. https://www.instagram.com/dodger_sister/
WOAH!It’s my first time playing Crash Bandicoot so this should be interesting! Want to see someone rage over this awesome game? Join Miscat Squad and get ready for some rage mode!
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Check out my Insta for some vids & pics from the Van Gogh Experience. Was like you were experiencing everything he must have been feeling while painting. Like you were *inside* his paintings. Like they were alive & you were one with them. It brought me to tears. https://www.instagram.com/dodger_sister/
I’ve been busy working on a new study planner for language learners and it’s finally ready! Be sure to watch the video for a full look at what’s included and a discount code ^^ you can download the planner here!
