#random rant

i haven’t been feeling like myself at all lately. it’s like nothing is real and i can’t ground myself in reality anymore. it’s the scariest feeling ever and even tho i know i’m not the only one experiencing this, i still feel so alone.

i think i was right… she told me she still had feelings for someone from her past and that she felt like she couldn’t get over it. and she didn’t tell me who it was and she didn’t want to. so i figured she might be talking about me, and tried asking questions and all the clues pointed to me, so i guess she still has feelings for me. but i don’t know where i stand at all.