AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHH!!!

I swear every time I have a notion to join an event (sim related) that has a time frame…. Everything I try to do goes haywire… I can’t get the effect I want with non-cc stuff and the more I wrestle with the thing the more I hate it.  Okay so make a cc thing for what I need…. and apparently I’ve lost complete ability to operate photoshop and my tablet has lost it’s frikkin’ mind half the time not responding to pressure (or just at all) and the other half drawing random lines no where near where I was even drawing.

And NO I do not need advice on how to fix anything…. I just need to blow off steam before I chuck my effin tablet out the window…

I just wanna talk about something real quick. I’ve been in college for almost a year and why is it that nobody tells you how different it is? Like high school was absolute hell for me like complete agony, but college is kinda like a breath of fresh air. It’s so much different than high school but in such a good way. And yet teachers say “if you think this is bad wait till college it gets worse” like no college is god sent compared to the lackluster bullshit that is high school.

Like honestly if being gay was a choice I’d be the gayest human in the galaxy. “We cant have gays on tv because it will turn our kids gay” like excuse me but if it was a choice we’d be the gayest of the gays. We are who we are and if that isnt enough for some people than they can fuck all the way off.

I’m having a hard time with people online and in real life that are always saying “you dont need to casually mention you’re gay or wear pride pins or flags cuz if people wanna know they will ask.” Like excuse the fuck our of me I didn’t spend 17 years in the closet to have some straight white guy named Josh tell me to tone it down. I haven’t bought a helicopter to write it in the sky…… yet….. so dont try me you fuckin pasty chicken wing.

Can anyone tell me why people just give up? Like if your going through a rough patch with someone and you both decide to try again and suddenly that person’s like “merry Christmas have a nice life” and ducks out of your life without trying, why are people like this. Like I understand people have free will but why do partners and friends suddenly say fuck it and leave without any driving force behind it?

What in the ever loving fuck is wrong with some feminist. Like some “feminists” bost about wanting equality for ALL WOMEN and yet they bully disabled people, laugh at trans women and belittle poor women or women of color. But they brag about being feminists, you’re not a bloody feminist unless you stick up for all women regardless of how they look. This is an inclusive community and if they arent treating all women as equals then they dont stand for any of us and they’re no better than men that belittle women.

Does anyone just have those irrational conversations that people drag you into because they think their opinion is an absolute solid fact that’s indisputable but in fact they are fucking idiots? I got drug into a conversation about “gays going to hell” at a bloody maccys. Like no sir we aren’t going to hell a clean 50% of us dug our way up from hell just to get some bloody hot fries and to shitpost the other 50% are absolute angels sent from god to keep the shitposters in line. Bloody hell I can assure you you’ll end up their before any of us do so good day sir and piss off.

Living in a heteronormative world is really odd to me. Like we as a society have grown up with predominantly straight couples in shows, movies, and on social media. But if a gay couple is in a movie or even an animation for any amount of time mums and dads alike are raising hell and screaming that “the lgbtq+ community is trying to corrupt their child and they’ll have none of it” so their gonna start a petition that does absolutely fuck all just to show that they are immature bigots. Like I grew up watching straight couples being plastered everywhere up until I was about 16 and look at me, alla that straight influence and I’m still gay as fuck. Like I dont understand this shit and the people that think that we as a community are trying to corrupt people while most of us spend all day shitposting and eat hot chips while avoiding social interaction of any kind.

Toxic society

I dont understand this world at all, people are brought into this world and their automatically forced to be something resembling perfection. Kids being put in a position where they have to be “perfect and socially acceptable” in a world that isnt perfect. “My child is a perfect darling he never acts up and makes perfect grades”. “My daughter is cheer captain with a 4.0 gpa shes the perfect child”. People brag about their good children and because of this idea of the “picture perfect kid and family” parents end up comparing their child or children to this seemingly perfect kid that does no wrong. And then the parents and family wonder why that child grew up to dislike them. What epic cluster fuck of a failed society are we living in if people do shit like that and its considered normal?

Seeing some of these gorgeous cc wedding dresses makes me wish for a Sims 4 Wedding Pack.

Like imagine if you could actually easily change the dress your sims get married in, and you could plan the floral arrangements, food, ceremony, etc, and guests actually listened to you? Imagine if you could assign your wedding party and set the outfits for them as well!

Also maybe have a “temporary event” form of build mode so you could have weddings in your back yard and after the event is over all the tables, chairs, and such would go away?

Maybe we could even have a wedding planner career and structure it like Dream Home Decorator. Come on Sims team! Free ideas! No credit required! Take it from me and claim it as your own!

Am I the only one that wishes the swatch update included some new redhead swatches as well? Like a strawberry blonde/light copper color and a burgundy/mahogany color? I really enjoy dying my hair red irl and there are so many more shades beyond the three we have in game.

Also what about a deep purple swatch? Could you imagine that on spell casters?

(I know this would have meant more work for creators and I can’t speak for others, but I personally would not have minded doing a few more swatches during my hair update to get these in there!)

Warning: This is a rant!

I’m reading this romance book and it’s bad. Granted, I’m only 16% into the book, but I’m truly hating it. The book is bad in that hard to explain way, where the writing is bad. It’s not the grammar or editing, but just the writing. I’m not going to say the name of the book, but here’s a screenshot of 1 page of it from my iPhone kindle. But first context.

The main character is 18 and she dreams of independence and wants to go to college with dreams of a Ph.D. But when she’s sold off by her father into an arranged marriage, she just accepts it. Her father is a U.S. senator (the most believable part of the whole situation) and he’s marrying her off to a rich family so that family can back his next campaign. Her new fiancé is only 26, and he’s handsome, so that’s fine. Her father could have married her off to an old bad of dirt, but he didn’t. She met her fiancé at her 18th birthday party, he was her birthday present (no joke). The scene below happens 3 months later, at their second meeting — their wedding day.

Now, I often find romance novels to be problematic because of all the genres out there, romance seems to be one where many bad writers make their names. The main character is compelling and her story has a lot of potential, but I have to keep rolling my eyes to the back of my head because of how badly this writer keeps butchering the story and characters. It’s bad.

I’ve read really well done books about dominant men and the women who love them. Books where the idea of, “you married him and so he owns your body now,” runs rampant. I’ve accepted a lot of sketchy writing from authors in the name of a good and well told story, but this one is just so bad. My whole mantra while reading this has been, “she’s only 18, she probably doesn’t know any better.” ‍♀️

It seems to me that this author only knew what they wanted these characters to do, not how to actually write them doing it. So, things are just thrown at the reader and we’re expected to process it and it’s problematic implications and move on. The section that I highlighted above, that statement is incredibly sexist and demeaning to women, but it is said in the book with no modifiers and no push back. How can someone who just wants to break free from her father and go college just unquestionably accept that ridiculous advice. And even worst, this is the 1st book in a trilogy and I, for the life of me, don’t know how that is possible.

This is where I’m always unsure what to do next with these types of books. Do I keep reading in hopes that it gets better? Or do I just stop the torture, but never know what happened to these characters? This is the dilemma that these types of books place readers in. At it’s the dilemma they place me in, and it really sucks.

ISTG all the countries of the Indian subcontinent would be besties if they were headed by Desi Tumblrinas

Tbh why do I even keep trying to make art when I barely get 1 or 2 likes on it. I spend all this time, hours and hours, putting so much work Into my art. I cant even get a reblog. Sure my bike exploded and has a over 1000 reactions to it but when I posted just the psyducks by themselves, nothing……. people just like the idea not the actual art :(

I dunno this is a rant. I’m getting so tired of being disappointed that nobody likes my art enough to share it…. I keep getting told “ oh it’s so amazing you should post it you would get so many likes” YEA IVE TRIED BUT YOU DONT EVER LIKE TO SHARE IT SO…..ugh

Not Patrick Bateman listening to rap music-

Bro is a racist but loves Whitney Houston and is listening to rap music? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE BUDDY-

My red flag is annotating my copy of American Psycho-

A lil rant. I started this book in February. It is now June and I’m almost done with the book. If you are going to read this book, make sure you take breaks because reading the racism, homophobia and the murders described in painful detail can be very overwhelming at times. Movie Patrick Bateman is nothing compared to the book Patrick Bateman… I thought him listening to rap music was funny tho.

I have a thing for long haired boys and a Eddie Munson is making me feel a certain way. Love me a rockNroll dude

Alt/goth guys really do something to me. They make me feel a certain way. And if they have long hair-

All I’m saying is: WHERE THE HECC IS MY ALT BOYFRIEND??!!!

Basically, all I’m saying is if you look like you’d play for a rock band, or if you look like Peter Steele, I’m going FERRRAL for youuu

i just want to d*e right now. my parents don’t care about me. no one cares about me. im alone. i have to face my abuser this weekend and i can’t get away from that. i don’t know what to do. i can’t breathe and everything feels heavy. i wish i could just disappear at this point. i feel like i can’t do it. i wanna sink into the floor. my chest feels like it’s going to explode

i’m kinda scared of what lockdown is gonna do to my mental health but hey here’s me using tumblr as a coping mechanism✌

i haven’t been feeling like myself at all lately. it’s like nothing is real and i can’t ground myself in reality anymore. it’s the scariest feeling ever and even tho i know i’m not the only one experiencing this, i still feel so alone.

i think i was right… she told me she still had feelings for someone from her past and that she felt like she couldn’t get over it. and she didn’t tell me who it was and she didn’t want to. so i figured she might be talking about me, and tried asking questions and all the clues pointed to me, so i guess she still has feelings for me. but i don’t know where i stand at all.

It’s that time of the year again… We’re close to the final and here are the comments once more about Greece/Cyprus 12 points romance (yes, ik that this year Greece will give them elsewhere).

I’m gonna talk about committees and not televoters.

Europe doesn’t like Greece (not gonna talk about Cyprus ‘cause I don’t live there). Eurovision is about politics, no matter what the juries say. Voting each other is because we have each other’s backs. If we don’t do it, who tf will??? It’s rare for other European Committees to give us 12 points even if our song deserves it.

So, for anyone who has a fucking problem, go cry about it somewhere else, because frankly that shit is pissing me tf off.