#romans
“If an action or utterance is appropriate, then it’s appropriate for you. Don’t be put off by other people’s comments and criticism. If it’s right to say or do it, then it’s the right thing for you to do or say.”— Marcus Aurelius, Meditations (5.3)
“It is in no man’s power to have whatever he wants; but he has it in his power not to wish for what he hasn’t got, and cheerfully make the most of the things that do come his way.”
Seneca
The Conquest of Anglesey and the Destruction of Druidism’s Last Stronghold
With a reputation for their savagery, the conquest of the Isle of Anglesey by the Romans put an end to the Anglesey Druids and the last pagan corner of Wales.
Cicero: would put multi-paragraph rants without page breaks and piss everyone off
Catullus: would run one of those arty blogs that periodically startles you with hardcore gay porn on your dash
Vergil: would have a successful ongoing webcomic or blog and would constantly reblog and be reblogged by Horace
Horace: would post a ton of Instagram photos of wine and houses in the countryside and would constantly reblog and be reblogged by Vergil
Pliny the Elder: would post a bunch of photos of flowers, nature, and astronomical facts, and would die while attempting to liveblog the Vesuvius eruption
Lucretius: would be a nightblogger who would always post stuff like “what if when we die we become atoms and float away in the wind? Like you could be inhaling and exhaling your dead ancestors right now!”
Ovid: Would post a mixture of porn and reblogs of nature and portrait photos and would ultimately engage in massive flame wars and get banned for violating the Terms of Service
Gladiators fight in this mosaic from the Villa Borghese in Rome.
Gladiatores pugnant.
So this is the reconstructed gate to the Roman Fort that used to sit under the site of Cardiff Castle. It was probably originally built sometime between AD 54-68 after their first occupation of South Wales, then rebuilt on a smaller scale around AD 75, with a town growing up around the walls. Around 300 AD, they built a new fort with ten foot thick (!) walls which served until the Roman withdrawal. The walls were reconstructed by the Victorians under William Burges (who was also responsible for the awesome Castell Coch), incorporating the rediscovered original ruins. This is the second version of the gatehouse, though it still isn’t absolutely accurate - there aren’t quite enough windows or room for ballistae.
Scipio Africanus Freeing Massiva
I have been in isolation for 6 days now I believe. I lost count.
its not a big deal because I am not sick
I am just not getting paid which is majority of what is annoying me.
During this time, I have caught up with all the sleep that I never had and I am feeling much better because I can think and read properly. I walk around all day when I work so that I have the energy. I don’t really drink coffee to keep me awake.
I also asked myself to do some journaling because I think I have a lot of subconscious anger and just a general jist of quick dissatisfaction to wards life sometimes when I have to interact with other people. I find it too easy to pass judgement than to let something slide.
Sometimes I don’t know if I stand more as a people pleaser or as someone who is so caught up in rules.
In my first year of proper work I do see myself slowly becoming like my mentors that just kinda have a short temper and get annoyed with everything real quick. But before that, I am a total people pleaser and just couldn’t care more or less if the whole world burns down.
Both have good and bad outcomes to be very honest. Its finding the balance or a better way of communication.
Anyways, be it rain or shine, I still do my quiet times in the morning. After writing up my notes I just fell asleep in the middle of a park by accident with all my possessions with me. I think its bad but Jesus is Lord.
I have the great joy of reading Romans 4 because it is helping me to just see why Abraham is such an example of great faith that is credited as righteousness.
Vs 19-22
Without weakening in his faith, he faced the fact that his body was as good as dead—since he was about a hundred years old—and that Sarah’s womb was also dead. Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised. This is why “it was credited to him as righteousness
I think I am in a similar situation whereby I am really just dead meat. I think I just have a big dreams of being able to work flexible hours so that I can live properly in this country and then have time to go to church and still have time to cook for myself on a daily basis. But right now, I am not even earning any money and I don’t even know where will I be working and whether or not I want to stay in England. This visa issue happens annually and just tests my faith a bit too much. I just have to keep praying and keep going.
Apart form that, just learning from Romans 3 that the law of faith and the law in general is meant to go hand in hand. To not practice one without the other in verse 27. I think that is very challenging because I shared that I am judgmental by nature, I need to give a lot more grace.
I think I have a lot more to say but I am gonna go now
Romans 5:8