#selfhate
Letting you down hurts more than you know.
I feel myself fading away.
I thought that you’d be here by now.
You are the sun on me. I am the moon in you.
I live in a world in between reality.
I drown in the waves of your eyes. They’re so blue.
You’re like the ghost within me who’s draining my life.
Maybe you were meant to leave.
My will is broke and all my hope is swinging by a thread.
I struggle to be myself.
4.11.16
dear whomever reads this,
wow, youve made it this far. honestly, you should be proud of yourself. youve pulled through the tough, and miserable times and youre still here. honestly, that is pure strength and i admire you for that. so, sit back and treat yourself to an award. because youre still breathing and your beautiful heart is still beating. thats something to celebrate.
youve made it this far, please dont give up now.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
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3.17.16
dear whomever reads this,
reminder;
id miss you terribly.
if you kill yourself right now, youre killing the chances and possiblities that your life has to offer for you. i will be blatantly honest when i say this, life sucks, at times. it will beat you and make you question yourself, but you have to be able to get up and beat it back. because, its worth it. i cannot say enough how much living is worth it.
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2.14.16
dear whomever
reminder; i love you & im always here okay. take a breath, and let that sink in love.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
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1.29.16
dear whomever reads this,
youre going to make it through, and youre going to make it far in life. i know youve been having some trouble with yourself latley and im here to tell you, youre going to be okay. i can tell, maybe it wont be today, or tomorrow, or even next week; but it will happen. just keep pushing through love. this is your sign to keep going.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
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1.12.16
dear whomever reads this,
quick question before i am off to bed,
ive been wondering why some of you guys follow me? i doubt anyone will respond to this or read this, but it’s worth a try to interact with you guys. (:
repost and respond under this post. (If that makes sense ??? its late and I’m probably speaking gibberish) (-: x
Much love. xx
sincerely a friend.
ps, woAH thank you thank you for over 28k of you guys, honestly means the absolute world! (-: I’ll respond to more messages from you guys tomorrow morning x goodnight loves.
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1.10.16
dear whomever reads this,
tips with self harm;
1. use a pen or marker to draw on yourself rather than a razor.
2. ring up a friend to distract your mind from the sad thoughts.
3. go for a run.
4. Talk to someone you trust about it. trust me I know it’s hard and scary, but releasing your thoughts does help more than you know.
5. Listen to music to entertain your mind.
6. The butterfly project. draw a butterfly upon your wrist and name it after a loved one (favorite celebrity, family member, friend, lover, ect) and think of it as a reminder that they’re always by your side no matter what. and if you ever do have the feeling of harming your beautiful self, then think of it as killing the butterfly and taking its life away.
7. please please remember that relapsing is a part of recovery and it’s okay. it does NOT mean you’re weak, actually it proves how strong you are enough to put effort in getting better. a smoker, or a drug user doesn’t get better over night, do they? no they don’t. it takes time, and that’s okay. As long as you get back on the wagon, you’re okay.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
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