#killmyself

“(…)

Below my soul

I feel an engine

Collapsing as it sees the pain

If I could only shut it out

I’ve come too far

To see the end now

Even if my way is wrong

I keep pushing on and on and on and on

There’s nothing left to say now (oh)

There’s nothing left to say now

I’m giving up, giving up, he he, giving up now

I’m giving up, giving up, he he, giving up now

(…)“

:’(

[text by: nothing left to say - imagine dragons]

CAMHS: hOw Do YoU fEeL oN a ScAlE oF 1-10

me: 5? (cause don’t want to lie to them completely)

CAMHS: awhh…. well that’s great.. well call back in a couple of days.. call if you need anything.

me: thanks now i’m cured

sleep is overrated anyways, fuck life and it’s bullshit at this point

USE MY DEATH FOR CLOUT, I DONT GIVE A FUCK. MY SUICIDE WILL SOON END ME WHEN MY FUCKING OVERDOSES START TO FUCKING WORK BRO. LIKE STOP FUCKING SAVING ME PLEASE AND THANKS.

I’ll do it, I swear.

Und in meinem Suchverlauf steht “ wieviele Tabletten muss ich schlucken, um nicht mehr aufzuwachen? ”

@selbstzerstoerun9

How do I live?