#sadlove
Burning Embers from my poetry book She’ll Find the Sky
-Lovelytheband (also wow I’ve been sad lately)
Always pushing away those meant to be let in.
-the-thoughts-ill-never-speak
//Bastille & Marshmallow// -Happier
5.29.16
“and the worst part is that he brought out the best in me. whilst others made me feel drained and insignificant, he put the most life into me. a single text brought happiness coursing through my veins and a small smile pointed towards my direction sent me reeling from his beauty. he isnt perfect, nor am i, but i feel as though in some way we couldve been perfect for eachother. but, all he had in mind was to make me feel as special as can be, and not a second later leave me in a hurricane filled with sorrow and questioning. why wasnt i good enough for him to stay? though i am not the prettiest in the sea of girls, i couldve treated him the kindest. i was so ready and set on giving him all of me yet he took a step back right when i leaped.
perhaps it is my fault for getting so into it. ”
p.s. hello guess whos back…meeeee. (: im on summer break so you’ll be seeing alot of me.
p.p.s. this is my “poem” so sorry it was kinda lame. ill start posting (hopefully) more frequent. i love you guys so much.
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3.17.16
dear whomever reads this,
does anyone else realize how messed up our generation is? like, okay, that sounds a bit overly clichè and overly used; but nonetheless it is true. there are young girls/boys, STARVING theirselves to feel beautiful or worthy. they feel as though they have to be a certain weight to be accepted. and thats just sad honestly. my favorite quote is, ‘we blame society but we are society’, because its true. we have the ability to accept or ridicule eachother and if that is not power then im not sure what is.
put it in perspective. lets say, you have a son, refusing to eat his favorite dinner and desert because he needs to ‘loose weight’. because, kids at his school put in his mind that he isnt lovely since he doesnt sport a six pack like them, or because his body type is different from theirs.
let me just ask, would you want to see your child starving theirself because they arent what society say they should be?
i wouldnt.
i understand that eating disorders are beyond serious, and arent easy to recover from. and i am not judging anyone whom has an eating disorder, or mental illness; im a judge free zone. what i am trying to say is that, seeing on social media, these people encouraging or promoting these things that shouldnt be tooken lightly is just heart breaking. i guess im a bit too self ritcheous, or whatever, but i feel as though we all should be there for eachother, not encourage one another into an illness that could very much kill you.
much love. x
i apologize for the lengthy caption, and for ranting. if i dont make sense, im sorry. i just felt as though it needed to be said. i did not in anyway mean to offend anyone. i love you guys.
sincerely, a friend.
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2.25.16
dear whomever reads this,
knowing there are countless souls enduring their own personal hell on constant each and every wakening moment is terrifying to me. being aware that i cannot help everyone whom expiriences what they expirience honestly, and undeniably, bothers me. because; the way i see it is, everyone has a right to see the good in life. though they may go through the most brutal things, they deserve to wake up one morning with a heart-warming smile and be happy that theyve woken. they should be able to roll out of bed, make a cup of coffee/tea and prepare for the day ahead of them without regretting the day before it had begun.
dont get me wrong, i am aware of reality. also i am quite aware sometimes people dont get to endure the finer things in life, and if i had the power to change that i would, completely. i want to change and help so many people.
i want someone to look at me with up-turned lips and say, “because of you, i kept pulling through”.
perhaps it may be selfish to want such a thing, but i am not sorry for seeking it. the happiness of others is all anyone should want, honestly. the sooner we all pull together as people, and help one another in need instead of making crude comments, the sooner we’d all see the better side of being alive.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
p.s. i apologize for ranting, if anyone read this. most of this may not make sense, and i am sorry. x
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2.14.16
dear whomever
reminder; i love you & im always here okay. take a breath, and let that sink in love.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
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1.12.16
dear whomever reads this,
quick question before i am off to bed,
ive been wondering why some of you guys follow me? i doubt anyone will respond to this or read this, but it’s worth a try to interact with you guys. (:
repost and respond under this post. (If that makes sense ??? its late and I’m probably speaking gibberish) (-: x
Much love. xx
sincerely a friend.
ps, woAH thank you thank you for over 28k of you guys, honestly means the absolute world! (-: I’ll respond to more messages from you guys tomorrow morning x goodnight loves.
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12.8.16
dear whomever reads this,
hey love, i know you’ve been having trouble with things lately and that’s alright. things aren’t meant to be easy, nor are they meant to be resolved quickly. everything takes time to fall into place, just be patient. youve made it this far haven’t you? please don’t give up, you’re going to win this battle and you’ll look back on everything and think to yourself “wow, i actually made it”.
much love. x
sincerely, a friend.
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12.18.16
Dear whomever reads this,
reminder—
It’s okay to be happy. Its okay to be sad. Its okay to be selfish when needed. Its okay to fail. Its okay to cry. Its okay to be angry. And its most definitely okay to be human.
What isn’t okay is giving up.
You’re not a quitter and you’ve made it this far. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and try again.
Sincerely, a friend.
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9.5.16
dear whomever reads this,
sometimes its okay not to be okay. sometimes you’re sad and thats all you can be for a while. sometimes you have feelings and they catch up to you even though you try your hardest to out run them.
sometimes you’re human.
sincerely, a friend.
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8.30.16
dear whomever reads this,
never ever ever ever say someones feelings aren’t valid. that others have it worse than them. that their feelings are minor compared to someone else’s. if someone is stressing about their appearance, or something that YOU KNOW bothers them relentlessly; please i beg of you. LISTEN to them. be there for them, and love them. maybe they see themselves worse than usual, or their pet died or their parent moved out. or something.
if its something that is getting them down; listen.
no ones feelings are superior to another.
we are all fucking human, we all have feelings, and they’re all valid.
so be a decent human being and be there for them, comfort them, and don’t make them feel worse. please.
because, once you shut them down implying that their feelings are minor. i promise you they will keep their feelings and thoughts to themselves and that is more destructive than anything.
much love xx
sincerely, a friend.
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