#kill my mind

„W ciągu 10 minut pomalowałam się, uczesałam się, ubrałam się, tysiąc razy powiedziałam “kurwa” i dalej już z górki… Starałam się przeżyć kolejne godziny, starając się nie dostać załamania nerwowego, kurwicy albo histerii.”

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I want to

I want to scream

I want to die

I want to…

KILL MY MIND.

When will it be over so I can finally rest.

What if there is nothing on the other side. Is it our salvation or our non existing in an endless universe of nothingness.

When there is nothing to hold on to, all you can do is let go and watch how it destroys you.

Fake happiness is the worst kind of pain.

It’s all my fault. I know it. I destroy everything and everyone around me.

Fake it until you end it all.

The voices are telling the truth.

Drugs are addicting because they make you feel alive when you’re dead inside.

Feeling numb is the greatest feeling when you can’t feel anything at all…

Saving others is easier than saving yourself.

Feeling everything and nothing at the same time.

Today’s society taught us that only you alone can achieve something, even if it means to sacrifice everything.

Holding on to my thoughts like there is no way I can change them.

I get lost in my own head.

The truth can destroy you.

Because not all of them care about me and to know that, makes it even worse.

i dont know what i’d do without you now