…

Love is a lie, we’re all empty inside.

“(…)

Below my soul

I feel an engine

Collapsing as it sees the pain

If I could only shut it out

I’ve come too far

To see the end now

Even if my way is wrong

I keep pushing on and on and on and on

There’s nothing left to say now (oh)

There’s nothing left to say now

I’m giving up, giving up, he he, giving up now

I’m giving up, giving up, he he, giving up now

(…)“

:’(

[text by: nothing left to say - imagine dragons]

Idgaf

Anyway…

More cuts on the arm thats so scarred

Just adding to the collection I guess.

EVERYONE WOULD BE BETTER OFF IF I WAS DEAD. SO LET ME KILL MYSELF. PLEASE

Fuck love

Fuck life

Fuck him

Fuck you

Fuck her

Fuck them

You never loved or even fucking liked me you just used me for your happiness then threw me away when i wasn’t doing my job right. But little did you know you juat saying hi or good morning to me made me so happy. But now all I do is cry and wish i was FUCKING DEAD. I hate you so much. Or I want too. But you’ll always be my happy place. And i fucking hate it.

I was clean

I relapsed……. I took a blade to my skin and cut it open… I’m a failure….. it would be better if I was dead.

Why

Why is it that when hes here he makes me so happy but so sad at the same time. But when hes gone I almost kill myself.

I’ve stopped eating. And no one has even noticed….

Jonathan

I want to message him but I’m not sure if I should. I want to talk to him but I’m not sure if he wants too. The last thing I said to him was that he’d never hear about from me. Or about me every again. I was upset. I was mad at what he did. I didn’t mean it. I still dont. I wish I never meet him. I wish he was never in my life. I want to die. And hes the reason why. Yet hes the reason I’m here. I dont know what to do.

Why does everyone leave? Why does no one want to stay? Im here crying alone and i have no one. Everyone left. And sometimes I see if people would care if i leave, and all they say is bye. What if that one time I said I was going i killed myself. What would they do then. Maybe people would like me more if i was dead. I just wish i was dead. I can’t do this shit anymore.

I took so many pills.

I’m tired. I think im going to go to sleep. Goodbye

Fuck you…

I hate to say

But i regret you

I regret giving you something

That was so important to me

But you just took it in a second

And act like it’s nothing

But to me it’s everything..

“you were my first love and you always will be. i can’t say i don’t miss you but i cannot keep you here with me forever. the memory of the person you used to be is slowly fading and i’m starting to forget what it felt like to love you. what it felt like being loved by you. i see you with her and i resent you. i’m scared that my memories of you as my first love will be overshadowed by the destruction you caused in the end.”

— s.c. (accepting change)

vodni:

i dont get crushes anymore im just alive and dying