#grey academia

i’m just like ivan karamazov, a raging bisexual with religious faith issues

I don’t belong here

But my beloved, neither do you.

I keep remembering- I keep remembering.

My heart has no pity on me.

Tell me, if a person falls apart alone in the dark, does it make a sound?

And if it does make a sound, is it as loud and devastating as a decaying broken heart when it is finally found?

Or is the sound a soft strangulation hidden that we miss all the time behind words like “' ?“

-

I wish someone

had warned me

when I was younger

now I stay up all night and weep;

the ghosts of everything

you have loved and lost

come back to haunt you in your sleep.

—

Her mind was lost in thoughts of plots; escaping reality at whatever the cost.

In you,

I have finally found all I

never dared dream I could deserve or hate—the kind of love that is rare.

Being known in a way that

touches the deepest parts

of me. Accepted in a way

that blows my mind.

In you,

the love I have always

desired to give now has a

place to call home. I have

been a sceptic, but you are

my undeniable miracle.

The questions don’t matter

anymore. We have finally

found each other, and that

is enough.

—

“She didn’t quite know what the relationship was between lunatics and the moon, but it must be a strong one, if they used a word like that to describe the insane.”

—

With freedom, books, flowers, and the moon, who could not be happy?

—

“You’re mad,

bonkers,

completely off your head.

But I’ll tell you a secret.

All the great people are.”

—

“She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn’t supposed to look nice ; it was supposed to make you feel something.”

“I did not liked to be touched , but it was a strange dislike. I did not liked to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break.”

—

There is freedom

waiting for you,

on the breezes of the sky ,

and you ask,

“What if I fall?”

Oh but my darling,

what if you fly ?

-

What I wanted to preserve was the turbulent gasp in his voice which lingered with me for days afterward and told me that, if I could have him like this in my dreams every night of my life, I’d stake my entire life on dreams and be done with the rest.

— ́ ,

“Many things interested her, and nothing satisfied her entirely.”

— ,

“You are different.”

“How so?”

“Look at everyone else. They are merely words while you are poetry.”

—

My soul constantly wanders around lost. It knows it’s meant for somewhere else.

Look at the rain long enough, with no thoughts in your head and you gradually feel your body falling loose, shaking free of the world of reality. Rain has the power to hypnotize. - Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing. — Jillian Medoff

“I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps but other people emphasize my loneliness.”

Art is the only serious thing in the world. And the artist is the only person who is never serious. — Oscar Wilde

Keep love in your heart. A life without love is like a sunless garden where all the flowers are dead. —Oscar Wilde

My advice is, never do tomorrow what you can do today. Procrastination is the thief of time. — Charles Dickens, David Copperfield