#guilty
Phil
i made a quiz pls take it
americans love to eat a meal alone in a parked car
☺️ Happy 4/20
I’m tired of feeling guilty
op of a viral tweet: “banger drop a follow and turn on notis ”
op of a viral tumblr post: “stop reblogging this and fuck off”
Writers when they uploaded their chapter two whole minutes ago and haven’t gotten any validating comments yet
She sits in my lap every morning when I have my (much needed) coffee. Then pitifully complains when I ask her to move so I can get to work
Am I a horrible person?
Idk how to feel about my attractions. I feel guilty…. but I know I’m attracted to East Asian men more than any other man. I’ve gotten over the whole “I don’t see race.” “I’m color blind” Lie I used to tell myself. Yes I do see race and color- in all its beauty and complexities and diversities.
What is it that attracts me to them. And this isn’t a wiaboo/Koreaboo thing. I’ve felt this way loooooong before I knew anything about Idols and Kdramas. This been a thing for since high school, well over a decade. In fact the first major Asian crush I had happend to be Soutest Asian; Hmong. And the next guy I was into for yearswas Vietnamese. Nationalities that are very much slept on.
But is it fetishizing if when one particular race stands out to me? Is it ok for me to be attracted to them more? It’s not that I’m not attracted to men of evey other race. There is no ethnicity that I think isn’t beautiful. ….however Asian men just do something different for me. I know I’m an eye person. When I was in Korea is was shocked at how down they are on their eyes shape. With their “corrective ” surgeries and double eyelid glue/tape. However when I see a man with monolided eyes, I swoon.
But I do feel tad guilty sometimes. I know fetishizing is very bad. But on the other hand I feel like that isn’t what I’m really doing. And now that BTS has gotten so popular Asian men are “the wave.” But I was on that team for a long long time. I’ve always been rooting for y'all.
Idk idk. It’s my porogotive, right? In the big picture I’m single as a pringle and forever alone anyway.
characters: *refuse to talk about their feelings*
me: how about I break your legs and drug one of you with vivid hallucinations and strand you in the woods? will you talk about your feelings then?
They look like they were caught
Reminder that this likely wouldn’t have been the verdict without that video.
Reminder that this likely wouldn’t have been the verdict without people voting for the right people.
Reminder that this likely wouldn’t have been the verdict without the protests or BLM
Remember your power
Plastober #2: Guilty
There are times in which you do terrible things, and other times in which your atonement might be almost as terrible…