Hey y’all, it’s like 3am and I’m having a bit of a rough lil ride with my ✨trauma✨ and wrote this to calm myself down while I’m alone with my thoughts. I think it could maybe help some of you out there.

WARNING! This entire post is about sexual assault and how some of Karasuno would react to you telling them what happened. 

If you have gone through this please remember it’s not your fault. It never was and it never will be.

• Suga finds out after he notices you going through an especially rough day. The memories get too much so you end up telling him everything. Suga asks if he can touch you and when granted permission, pulls you in to a hug and doesn’t let go. He puts his whole heart into holding you and tries everything he can to make you feel safe again. 
• Tanaka gets angry. Not at you, at the person who did it. He gets so angry that he cries and punches a wall. He curses to himself about how he wishes he could have been there to help you.
• Hinata doesn’t know what to do, he starts shaking in a mixture of anger and heartache. He refuses to cry but tears still slip from his eyes as he tries to come up with ways to comfort you.
• Kageyama goes completely silent, his head down and staring at the floor. You feel scared at first, regretting telling him, thinking he’s mad at you. But he looks back up, eyes red and cheeks stained with tears. He wipes his tears with his sleeve and hugs you. 
• Nishinoya sits, shaking his head. Not wanting to even think about anything bad happening to you. He immediately asks for the name of who did it and swears to you that not just him but the whole team will make sure to hurt them just as bad as they hurt you.
  

Hey, take a bit of a breather before you keep reading. Have a sip of water and take a deep breath.

• Asahi uses all of his strength to hold back his tears. He feels a massive lump in his throat that limits his breathing. He holds your hand and does the thumb stroke thingy. He reminds you that “you’re never alone”, “it’s not your fault”, “it’s okay to be upset”
• Daichi freezes up. His fingers curl into a fist and he clenches his jaw. Yet, he sets aside his anger to comfort you. He says nothing, just holds you close to him and lets you speak for as long as you need to. You rest your head on his shoulder.
• Tsukki doesn’t know how to react. He feels an unusual need to protect you. He doesn’t hesitate to express his disgust that someone could sink so low as to hurting you, especially in that way. He sits with you and listens to music to help calm you. 
• You could almost see Yams heart crack in half. He stays silent for a moment, catching his breath as your story seemed to leave him as a loss for air. He can’t help but apologise for anything and everything. He holds your hands and presses his forehead to them. You feel tears drip onto your wrist. 
• Kiyoko holds you the entire time you tell her what happened, she rubs up and down your arm and rests her head on yours. She asks very few questions. She very quietly cries and hopes you don’t notice because she doesn’t want to upset you more. 
• Yachi the poor baby can’t fully comprehend it. In slight denial that someone could do something so awful. She offers to go with you if you decide to report it. She wants to make all of your pain go away but it kills her that she can’t do it.

Gotta sprinkle a little angst here and there I guess.
For real though I hope all of you are okay. I’m sorry if this post has made you go through some rough feelings, I know I certainly cried a lot while writing this. I’m sending all my love to you <3
I’m willing to write more of these if you guys have any comfort characters that you’d like some support from. 
Once again, it’s not your fault.
I urge you to please tell someone or speak with a hotline if you are struggling.

Sugawara Kōshi

i dont know why i never posted this on tumblr anyways the original post i saw on twitter and it was too funny to me

I live for Daisuga istg

Also my last brain cells been thinking about moles on Daichi’s neck the whole week or even more

Daichi loves when Sugawara gets angry at small not important things ^_^

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Soft suga.

a shitty(kawa) artwork of the Setter Squad

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Just Breathe 18+ (Timeskip!Sugawara Koshi x OC) Chapter 11

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Chapter 10

AN: I know its been a year since ive updated but I had such a bad writers block with this story… idk all of a sudden a plot just came to mind and ive decided to pick this book up again!

Chapter 11: Bitter-Sweet

Chapter 11

“Toyo! Be careful!” Ari scolded the young boy who rubbed the back of his neck

“S-Sorry! I just wanted to see!” He whined, stepping away from the oven. Ari sighed, wiping her hands on her apron before they both peered through the glass of the oven, looking at the vanilla cupcakes slowly rise in their cases letting out ‘oo’s’.

“I hope they taste good… Baking really isn’t my forte…” She muttered… Although it was the weekend, Toyo decided to inform her last minute that there was a bake sale happening at the school tomorrow in hopes of raising funds for a field trip. Ari wouldn’t have minded except for the fact Toyo showed her the flyer after dinner and she had to dash towards the supermarket to get the right ingredients…

“Can I eat one after its done!?” Toyo asked her and she nodded,

“Ofcourse you can, but only one… Too much sugar before bed isn’t good for you… Sensei wont be pleased if he finds outs I let you have sweets before sleeping, again…”

“Can I have two please? Sensei doesn’t need to know!” Toyo begged making her chuckle

“Okay but don’t let him find out, otherwise we both are going to be in trouble” Ari laughed watching the kid cheer in joy

Ari was trying to make a conscious effort in her parenting skills with Toyo, she was a little more lax than what she should’ve been. In the last few months, Sugawara had really tried his best in guiding Ari and Toyo towards a healthier relationship. Surprisingly, Toyo had really opened up to her. He’d wake her up on the weekends to make plans with Sugawara and her, he was always excited to spend time with them. What made the young woman most relieved was that because Toyo had now began interacting with everyone around him, he had made a lot of friends in school and thanks to his best friend Naoki Kuroo, he was no longer alone.

(AN: Psst, check out ‘Shut Up and Kiss Me’ in my Sinful Collections book. Kuroo smut lol :3 )

Her boyfriend was an angel. Ever since she met the man, it was like her life had done a 180 and everything was just getting better and better. He knew just how to uplift their moods if something happened, he was Toyo’s loyalist supporter and her life coach. Sometimes it worried her that they depended on him too much, eventually taking a toll on him, however Sugawara never made it seem like they were a burden on him. He was just so wonderful and full of love, filling that void in Toyo and her life…

It was right on time when she heard her front door opening,

“Sensei!” Toyo cheered, running towards the door at full speed just in time to jump onto Sugawara who was about to slip his shoes off

“Oomph!Hehe, hello Toyo-kun, I see you’ve been busy for tomorrow’s bake sale. How are the cupcakes getting along?” He asked but Toyo was too excited, grabbing onto the older man’s arm

“C’mon! They’re almost done! Did ya get the icing!?” Toyo asked in excitement, bouncing around while dragging Sugawara to the kitchen. Ari was grinning, leaning against the island when he walked in, locking eyes with her. He broke out into a wider grin, lifting the grocery bag in his hand

“Why hello there” She teasingly sang and Sugawara sauntered towards hers, leaning down to peck her lips sweetly

“Hello gorgeous, hows it going? I got the ingredients for the icing” He said, lifting the abg and she wrapped her arms around his neck

“You are a life saver” She beamed, kissing him again. Sugawara dropped the bag on the counter, his hands on her hips, pulling her in for a deeper kiss. He was seconds away from pushing his tongue in her mouth until they both heard someone cough. Pulling away they turned to see Toyo covering his eyes

“Gross, don’t do this stuff in front of me! Blegh!” Toyo muttered shyly, making them laugh.

“Sorry Toyo-kun, but you know I can’t help myself when I see Ari-chan” Sugawara turned to wink at her and she giggled, feeling her cheeks heat up

“You’re so silly…” She rolled her eyes, only to make him grin wider

He was about to grab her again but the oven dinged and everyone’s attwntion went to it.

“They’re done!!!!” Toyo yelled and she quickly hushed him,

“Toyo, you’ll disturb the neighbours! ” He cupped his mouth and she grabbed the gloves, slipping them on

“Okay, step back while I take them out… It’s hot and you might burn yourself” She warned Toyo, who nodded and stood by Sugawara while he patted Toyo’s head

“I’m excited, they look so good!” Sugawara grinned, watching her bend down to retrieve the piping hot tray. His eyes were glued to her ass, licking his own lips

“I can’t wait to have a taste…” He muttered cheekily but both the Shiyo’s didn’t catch on

“I’m so glad I made some spares! We’ll let them cool down for a few minutes before we try them, okay?” Ari said to Toyo who groaned,

“But I wanna eat one now”

“It’s too hot, buddy. You’ll burn your tongue… C’mon, lets go take a bath and by the time we’re finished, they should be cool enough” Sugawara suggested and Toyo nodded,

“Fine! But I want to have the biggest cupcake!”

Ari laughed, “Okay, you got it, your highness!”

Toyo grinned, rushing towards the bathroom while cheering. Both Ari and Sugawara shook their heads in amusements watching him excitedly throw his clothes on in a haste before running towards the bathroom…

“He’s literally like a energizer battery…” Ari laughed and Sugawara grinned, stepping behind her only to wrap his arms around her waist, his lips kissing her neck making her giggle

“How was the reunion with your friends?” She asked him and Sugawara hummed,

“It was a lot of fun, felt like highschool again, especially when Daichi began yelling at our juniors… They’re such idiots when they drink…” Sugawara sighed while she craned her neck to look at him. He stared into her brown eyes, his hands squeezing her hips with affection

“You look so pretty” He cooed and she raised a brow, feeling her cheeks heat up…

“I look like a wreck… Seriously, baking is not my forte… I’m surprised they actually look decent” She muttered, staring at the spongecakes in their cases, they did look really good.

“They look fantastic to me, all that’s left is the icing and we’re good to go for tomorrow. You should’ve let me baked and taken rest today” Sugawara said but she shook her head

“No way, I’m Toyo’s guardian, its my responsibility. Can’t make you do everything for me!” She argued, but he turned her body around to face her, trapping her between him and the kitchen island, gripping her jaw

“But I wanna do everything for you…” Sugawara muttered, leaning closer to peck her lips and she sighed, returning a few pecks of her own

“Koushi, you’re going to rile me up and we both have work tomorrow…” She muttered but he continued pecking her lips

“…Don’t care… I wanna keep going…” He whispered, letting his hands slowly slide down her sides, travelling to squeeze her ass

“We can’t…” She whispered back and Sugawara pouted in response

“Why not?”

“SENSEI! C’mon! The baths gonna get cold!” Toyo’s voice called, making the adults freeze before Ari grinned,

“That’s why.”

Sugawara sighed, his head tilting back, letting her stand on her toes to kiss his cheek sweetly

“I’m just coming Toyo-kun!” Sugawara called out

“Go on then, I’ll finish up here in the meantime” She cooed, turning him around. Sugawara nodded, about to walk towards the bathroom when her palm collided with his backside, making him squeak and blush in shock. She winked at him

“Couldn’t help myself…”

Sugawara’s brows furrowed, watching her giggle before she turned her attention back towards the ingredients for the icing, humming. But her humming was cut short and she gasped when she felt Sugawara press himself against her body, pushing her against the counter

“K-Koushi!” She squeaked but he hushed her, digging his crotch into her while his hands snuck under her apron to fondle her breasts. She bit back a mewl when his fingers slid under her bra to pinch and squeeze her soft nipples, making her moan. She was about to lose herself to his touches but her eyes opened when she felt him let go off her,

“Koushi?” She looked at him and he grinned, slapping her ass, making her squeal

“Sorry… Couldn’t help myself…” He purred, winking at her before turning to walk towards the bathroom, leaving her flushed form leaning against the kitchen counter

“…Demon…” She muttered trying to control her beating heart, before she shook her head, taking a deep breath. Ari blushed before shaking her head, grabbing the ingredients as she started making the icing

It took a little while and she concentrated hard, her tongue poking out of the corner of her mouth, focusing on the trying to make the perfect swirl of blue icing…

Humming, she set the piping bag down… They didn’t look bakery-perfect but she thought she did a decent job. She could hear footsteps approaching her and she turned to meet a happy and fresh Toyo with Sugawara in tow.

“How was the bath?” She asked them

“Good!” Toyo beamed before he rushed towards the kitchen island, looking at the cupcakes in awe before he began nouncing in excitement,

“Ari-Nee, can I have one now!? Please, please, please!” He begged and she laughed,

“Hold your horses, all three of us are going to try it together. I wanna see our reactions!” She grinned and Sugawara smiled, standing with them looking at the cupcakes

“Awesome! I’ve been thinking about theses throughout the bath! Well then…” He picked two cupcakes up, handing them to Toyo and her before he picked up one for himself. They all eagerly looked at their desserts before chanting

“Itadakimasu!”

Immediately everyone bit into their cupcakes but they all froze,

“Blegh! What the! Ew” Toyo spat his out, his tongue sticking out in disgust. Ari grimaced now utterly confused, muttering

“What on earth… It’s–”

“Salty…” Sugawara ended, baffled as they stared at the cupcakes before looking at one another.

“I don’t understand, we followed that recipe, step by step!” She was flummoxed, looking at all of the ingredients. Sugawara raised a brow, lifting up the jar of sugar, his finger taking a tiny pinch, tasting it before raising a brow

“Uh babe… I think you mixed up the salt and sugar…”

Ari’s eyes widened and she took a pinch from the jar before tasting it and groaning

“Oh god… I can’t believe I’ve done this…”

Sugawara burst out laughing, looking at her flustered face before Toyo joined in, giggling. She wanted to be upset but she couldn’t help but laugh too

“St-Stop, I have to start from scratch again… Hehe, I can’t believe my luck… I’m so stupid! Now I’m gonna have to start all over again”

Sugawara set the ruined batch of cupcakes to the side before he looked at the kitchen counter

“It looks like we have enough ingredients. Let’s make this one together” Sugawara chuckled, rolling up the sleeves of his sweatshirt to his elbows. Ari wanted to argue and tell him she could do it herself but she stopped when he reached for the apron, tying it around his waist. A blush grew on her face, watching him measure of the ingredients before he glanced at her

“What?” He asked and she shook her head, giggling again

“Nothing… Its just…”

He raised a brow, “…Just..?”

She tried to bite back a cheeky grin

“You’re like a housewife…”

Toyo burst out laughing and Sugawara blushed, pushing his hair away from his forehead

“I used to do Home-Ec… It was fun, okay… and I make pretty damn good cupcakes…” He muttered making Toyo gasp

“Sensei, you said a bad word!”

Sugawara was flustered and she burst out laughing

“S-Sometimes teachers make mistakes too… Don’t tell your friends, okay?” He raised his pinky and Toyo nodded, gripping onto it with his own

“It’s okay, I say bad words too!” Toyo admitted and both adults raised as brow

“…What bad words do you say…?” Ari asked him…

“Yeah…?” Sugawara asked as well

She was a little worried, looking at his hesitant face before he rubbed the back of his neck

“…Sometimes I tell Naoki to shut up… He calls me stupid so I call him idiot!” He blurted, now feeling anxious. Both Sugawara and Ari let out a sigh of relief, now feeling amused, trying not to laugh. Sugawara’s lips were shaking when he looked at her before sighing and pretending to be annoyed

“Now Toyo… Friends shouldn’t call each other names… Sometimes you can’t help yourself and that’s all right but try not to make it a habit.” He advised and Toyo frowned,

“But Ari-Nee says badder words! She always says the S-word or F-word!” He clasped his hands on his cheeks, shaking his head

“Even I don’t say that!”

Her eyes widened and she blushed when Sugawara looked at her in. amusement

“Shit…” She muttered before gasping, shaking her head

“Shit!– N-No! Uh– Fuck!” She hissed, waving her hands, chanting in a panic

“Oh, no, no, no! Toyo!” She rambled in her flustered state, cursing her snitch of a nephew. Sugawara was highly amused, laughing while Toyo crossed his arms, shaking his head

“No fair! Why’d I get a lecture but Ari-Nee doesn’t? She said two very bad words”

“Hey! What happened to loyalty!? Why are you throwing me under the bus, Toyo!” She whined while her boyfriend kept laughing

“Don’t worry Toyo… Because you didn’t say a verybadword, I’ll let you get away with it this time…” He smirked, licking his bottom lip while glancing at Ari

“…But because Ari-Nee has such foul language… I think she’s in need of a punishmentlater” He cooed, making her blush.

“Please spare me, Sensei…” She pretended but of course, she was looking forward to what this punishment curtailed. They were broken out of their little moment when Toyo suddenly stepped in front of his aunt, as if he was shielding her

“No! You can’t hurt Ari-Nee! She made a mistake, she didn’t mean it” He tried defending her, shocking both adults. She froze, really not expecting this and Sugawara raised his hands in defeat

“Don’t worry Toyo-kun, I was just joking” He tried calming the boy down, and it worked. Toyo let out a sigh of relief, dropping his arms before looking at his shocked aunt

“Sorry Ari-Nee, I wasn’t loyal. Next time, I won’t tell Sensei if you save a bad word”

She felt her bottom lip jut out, her eyes rounding with affection before she dropped to her knees, encompassing the little boy in her arms

“Oh gosh Toyo! You’re so cute! I’m so happy I have a strong man like you to protect me! Look at you, keeping me safe!” She cooed, peppering his face in kisses but Toyo grimaced, trying to move away from her

“Ew, you’re getting spit all over me! Sensei, help!” Toyo yelled but she kept attacking his cheeks with kisses. His sensei just laughed.

Sugawara was pleased, looking at the utter joy in her eyes. This had to be the biggest stepping stone in their relationship. Toyo had finally accepted her and it was evident he loved his aunt with all his heart. He loved seeing the happiness radiate on their faces, it was completely different from when they had met. The apartment used to be filled with silence but now whenever he was with them, there was only laughter and good chaos

Toyo glanced at Sugawara before he raised his own pinky

“Promise you’ll take care of Ari-Nee when I’m gone” Toyo said and the couple was startled, making her panic

“Gone!? Where are you going?” She blurted and Sugawara nodded,

“Yeah? Where do you think you’re going?”

Toyo kept quiet, looking at his feet in silence. Sugawara and Ari shared puzzled looks between themselves before both of the crouched to his eye level

“Toyo… What’s going on?” She asked him, patting his back and he shrugged,

“Well… Now that Sensei and you are boyfriend-girlfriend… My friends said it means you’re gonna get married and have a baby… You won’t have space for me here…” He muttered and they were shocked, looking at each other with wide eyes, blushing

“T-Toyo! Sensei and I are not getting married or having any babies, okay? Your friends don’t know understand our family dynamics, okay? It’s a little complicated compared to others” She said but the boy refused to look at them.

She stood up, lifting the child in her arms, forcing him to look at her face

“Hey, look at me…” She whispered, finally looking into his gleaming eyes, feeling her heart squeeze

“Toyo…” She cooed softly, resting her forehead against his,

“I could have one baby or 10… You will always have space with me, no matter what… I’m always here for you, okay and I will never ever abandon you. I have no babies right now because you’re baby…” She tried rocking him, laughing lightly when he muttered that he wasn’t a baby, shyly. Sugawara patted Toyo’s head, feeling a little bad for the kid. It was honestly so sweet how innocent his mind was

“…And besides Toyo-kun, if Ari-Nee does have a baby, they need a reliable big brother to protect them like you just protected her. Promise me, you’ll be the best big brother?” He asked and Toyo thought their words over, sniffling and nodding

“I promise…” He muttered before she set him down. He was glued to her hip, something she was not used to, looking at Sugawara for guidance. He merely smiled, his hand going on Toyo’s back before whispering

“It’s getting late Toyo, come on, let’s put you to bed” He said softly, walking with them towards Toyo’s room. Although the bed was small and cramped, Toyo was huddled between Sugawara and her. He stayed close to her, while she soothed him. Sugawara watched quietly in awe, looking at the gentle look on her face

“Toyo, are you feeling better now?” She asked him and he nodded, glancing at her

“Yeah…” He said and Sugawara hummed,

“Toyo if you ever feel sad like this, you need to tell us. No matter what questions you have or what you’re feeling. We’re here for you” He said and she nodded. Toyo’s brows furrowed and he sat up, making them look at his perplexed face

“I do have a question…” He said and they nodded

“Yes?” Sugawara asked and Toyo scratched his temple

“So you both aren’t getting married or having babies?” He asked them, making them both chuckle awkwardly

“No… We aren’t honey” Ari answered and Toyo frowned,

“What is it?” Sugawara asked and he shrugged again

“Why do you sleep in Ari-Nee’s bed then? I thought only Papas and Mamas sleep in one bed?”

Both of them felt like a deer in headlights, cheeks heating up intensely as they were at a loss of words…. Sugawara pretended to check the imaginary watch on his wrist before sliding out of the bed

“Well… I better get started on the cupcakes then! I’ll let Nee-chan answer this one”

“K-Koushi! Come back here” She squeaked but he bolted out of the door, leaving Toyo confused. She laughed awkwardly, patting the mattress again

“Um Toyo…” She started, trying to think of something…

“So… Why do Sensei and I share a bed…?” She repeated his question to herself, stalling

“Uh… You’re right, married couples do sleep in one bed but… So do people that are dating. Sensei is my boyfriend, so he’s allowed to share my bed with me. Sometimes he stays late because he’s busy helping us around the house that it gets very late and its too dangerous for him to go home…” She lied before clearing her throat

“…Your bed is too small so sensei shares mine because it fits two people easily!”

Toyo just nodded, “Oh… That makes sense…” He felt satisfied, settling himself back down properly and she let out a sigh of relief, watching him yawn

“Sleepy?” She asked and he nodded

“Yeah…”

She swept her fingers through his hair before she slid out of bed, tucking him under the covers. Bending down, she kissed his forehead

“Sweet dreams, Toyo-kun” She whispered, making her way towards his door

“Um… Ari-Nee?” Toyo said and she stopped, turning to face him with a smile

“Yes honey?” She asked and he bit his lip, looking reluctant again. She waited, watching him take a deep breath before looking at her

“My mum’s not coming back, is she?” He asked and she felt her heart race, swallowing in panic. He knew his mother had passed away but in the last three years, they never address it… Her eyes casted to her feet and she nodded

“I’m sorry Toyo but she’s not…”

“Yeah… I know…” He nodded again, swallowing

“And my Papa? Where is he? Is he in heaven too?” He asked and she closed the door, sitting at the end of his bed. She fiddled with her fingers, this was a conversation she had hoped to have with a much older Toyo but of course, he must have been thinking about it, all these years

“Toyo, listen… Your father is out there somewhere and we’ll find him when you’re older, I promise. But for now…” She gripped his hand, squeezing it

“You’re my child” She answered and his eyes widened,

“So… You’re my second Mama?” He asked and she smiled, nodding trying to control her eyes from tearing up

“That’s exactly what I am. You don’t have to call me Mama or Okasan. Ari-Nee is just fine… But if you ever want to, just know, I don’t mind… Don’t force yourself, okay?”

She hugged him and he hugged her back, she let her tears quietly slid down her cheeks, just holding him close to her, rocking him back and forth

“Is Sensei my second Papa?” He asked her and she froze, unsure what to say

“He’s Ari-Nee’s boyfriend and your sensei right now. Nothing more, nothing less, okay?” She tried to make him understand and he was finally very tired, just nodding while in a haze of sleep and she slowly tucked him back under the covers again

“Goodnight angel” She whispered

“Night Mama…” He groggily whispered back making her freeze, her eyes welled over and she exited his room.

She shut the door behind her, letting out the deep breath that she had no idea she was holding. That conversation really overwhelmed her… The smell of sweets drifting through the air and she mindlessly walked into the kitchen where Sugawara was happily humming to himself, finishing the piping on the freshly baked batch of cupcakes. He glanced at her grinning, lifting up one cupcake

“Right on time, we’re all set for tomorrows bake sale! Eh– Ari!?” He was puzzled, looking at the tears brimming in her eyes as her bottom lip shook. She looked at his slightly dishevelled state before eyeing the beautifully frosted piping on the cakes, letting her tears fall over

“Y-You’re so good to me!” She sobbed and he set the bag down, rushing to her.

“Baby, what happened?” He tried soothing her but she cried on

“It’s just–” She hiccupped, hugging him tighter… “He called me Mama!” She sobbed, feeling all the emotions overwhelm her. Sugawara rubbed her back, resting his chin on top of her head, holding her against his chest

“I-I’m so happy but at the same time, I feel so horrible… I hate that Toyo has to go through all of this… He’s such a good boy and he deserves to have loving parents and siblings… He doesn’t even know who his father is… I-I can’t imagine what he thinks every day when he sees the other kids with their parents… He must feel so alone, all the time…” She wept and Sugawara slowly dragged her into the bedroom, closing the door behind them.

He sat her at the end of the bed before he crouched onto the floor, peering at her tear streaked face, stroking her cheek gently

“C’mon now, honey… I know the situation sucks but don’t say that he’s alone. You’re his family and he called you his mother… He’s accepted that your sister won’t come back and eventually he will need to accept the fact that no one knows who his father is… But like you said, no matter what happens, you’re always going to be there for him. He’s not alone, he has you. He has me.” Sugawara said and she sniffled,

“Koushi, I honestly wouldn’t have been able to get this far had it not been for you… You just make everything better for me… I love you so much” She sobbed and he sighed, smiling to himself before he sat next to her, kissing her temple

“I don’t know where our relationship will take us but what I know is that… I love you just as much and I also love Toyo a lot… We may just be dating right now but you both are my top priority and my family too…” He muttered, soothing her and she calmed down, looking at him before her lips formed a shaky smile

“Koushi, you’re so sweet but… I need you to know that if you feel like this is getting too much for you, I won’t hate you if you leave…’

He froze,

“Ari, what the hell are you saying? I’m not going to leave you ever. I don’t go into serious relationships with the intention of leaving…” He said with a blush on his face, wiping her stray tears away before he glanced at her pouted lips. Taking a deep breath, he leaned in to plant a loving kiss on her lips before pulling away

“Don’t think about the future just yet… We’ll take this one day at a time, alright?” He said and she nodded,

“I love you…” She muttered making him smile

“Me too, I love you too, cry baby… Now I know how to make my babe feel happy again” He cooed, watching her face turned into a fluster before she wiped her eyes, laughing lightly. Sugawara grinned, lifting his other hand to show her the fresh cupcake that he was still holding onto before he wriggled his brows

“Care for a cupcake, my lady?”

She giggled, making him chuckle before he pulled the case off one side

“Don’t mind if I do” She answered, opening her mouth as he fed her one half.

“Mmm! This is damn good!” She said in surprise and he grinned, eating the other half before he leaned forward, making her freeze when his tongue swiped her bottom lip, licking up the frosting from it. She blushed hard, when he licked his lips

“Home-Ec, baby” He answered, winking at her

(VERY) late valentine’s day post with sugawara!

daichi: if i died how much would you miss me?

sugawara: it’s cute that you think death can get you out of this relationship

*sugawara and daichi with kids in a museum*

sugamama: lol, look at those idiots over there

sugamama: …hold on

sugamama: oh my god, those are our idiots. tanaka, put that damn gun down. nishinoya, i’ll give you 2 seconds to come back to the ground. hinata, you better stop carrying that bear mount around and come back here or so god help me

Sugawara Koushi Polaroid

Give me that look… that smile… and I’m all yours

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Sugawara Koushi Polaroid

Give me that look… that smile… and I’m all yours

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Sugawara Koushi

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trying to start maintaining this tumblr again

please accept these sugas+daichi

Sketch commission for @aitarose !!

Karasuno crows