Fuck love

Fuck life

Fuck him

Fuck you

Fuck her

Fuck them

You never loved or even fucking liked me you just used me for your happiness then threw me away when i wasn’t doing my job right. But little did you know you juat saying hi or good morning to me made me so happy. But now all I do is cry and wish i was FUCKING DEAD. I hate you so much. Or I want too. But you’ll always be my happy place. And i fucking hate it.

I’m sorry mom and dad

I wish i could just pay back my parents all the money they used on me. So when i kill myself. It was never a waste of money…

solounarosa:

I’m tired, I’m so tired. I’m done trying to find you at the end of a cigarette or an empty beer bottle. Nothing feels the same as your lips touching mine or our hands intertwined.

solounarosa

and than my eyes were full of tears

i don’t want to be there…this is just not my place

“ Let go

‘I don’t care’,

Is all you ever say,

I already knew in the first place,

I cared about you

Helped you,

Was with you at your worst,

And get re payed with this cruelty.

”

Please,

If you don’t care, let go,

For me,

For you,

Justlet go.

“

End

I know I said that I would be alright

Sometimes I lie, I thought you knew

And by sometimes I mean most of the time

Those who know my true heart are few

And I so wish you were one of them

I even tried to give you a glimpse

I may be selfish and have shifty morals

But envisioning you in my hell has made me weak

I cannot have you burn with me

I will suffer twice if you aren’t free

Let me be in my mutilated hope

Sloshing around in beautiful pain

With the knowledge that you are far far away

And with the surety that you are for sure safe

I know I lie almost all of the time

But believe me when I tell you to let me go

For I swear on my death and your eternal soul

That it’s something we’re both eventually be grateful for

apparently per @jaehyukkies i am back on mobile dash so maybe another slow step towards freedom????