I thought that having an eating disorder meant that you would lose weight. I am literally going insane over a plateaued weight.

I hate the fact that every time I even think of my TEFL course it gives me stress and anxiety.

I haven’t picked it up in months and sometimes I even cry.

I’ve tried to keep motivated but its not there anymore and I try to think of reasons why I should give it another go but even that is coming up slim.

I know it’s what I want to do and I know it will be worth the fight but for now I haven’t got the energy for it.

Like a lot of things I feel stuck and I can’t move

I hope its not passion and money wasted.

someone who loses their way

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The theme of the 2.7 event was so good

Major spoilers for the event quest below! Just musing about the themes and how much I love them. Plz don’t click if you’re still enjoying things at your own pace.

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“nothing but admired”